Dwarf Cat With Only 2 Teeth Can't Stop Tongue Hanging Out—And It's Adorable
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Internet users can't get enough of an adorable cat whose tongue is perpetually hanging out of his mouth due to having so many of his teeth removed.
Otis the 8-month-old cat has captured hearts online with his adorable expressions and his tongue sticking out that makes him look like a real-life emoji. While still only young, he's had to have almost all his teeth removed, leaving him with just two canines left—and they'll have to be removed in the future too.
As a result, Otis's tongue no longer stays within his mouth, and his owner Kate, from London, U.K., tells Newsweek that she's "not sure if it ever will" again.
From a young age, Otis was diagnosed with dwarfism and feline calicivirus (FCV), a highly contagious virus that can cause upper respiratory infections and oral disease. This virus caused Otis to develop stomatitis, which is severe inflammation of the mouth and gum tissue around the teeth.
Otis the 8-month-old cat, with dwarfism, showing his tongue sticking out.
Otis the 8-month-old cat, with dwarfism, showing his tongue sticking out.
@otisthedwarfcat / TikTok
Kate, 20, explained that Otis's gums "began growing over his teeth," alongside a lot of bleeding and intense pain. It was so difficult for Otis to eat anything, and the only option was tooth extraction.
"Otis had to have almost all his teeth removed, except for two of his canines. Despite everything, he's recovering and adapting really well since his dental procedures," Kate said.
While his appearance may be different, Otis has become quite the viral sensation on TikTok. Kate has been sharing videos of her sweet kitten on his dedicated social media account (@otisthedwarfcat), and one clip of her "poor little baby" has generated over 1.5 million views and 323,700 likes at the time of writing.
The online reaction is beyond anything Kate expected, but she's been so heartened by all the love and support shown towards her little warrior.
She told Newsweek: "I thought he looked adorable in the video, but it was also heartbreaking to see him like that. He's so young and it felt so unfair for him to go through so much.
"I'm really touched by how many people are loving the video of him. It makes me happy not only to share his journey, but also to raise awareness about calicivirus and how seriously it can affect cats."
In the months ahead, Otis will need one final dental procedure to remove his remaining teeth. But he's remained strong throughout every challenge he's faced so far, and Kate says she's immensely proud of him.
After the video went viral showing Otis with his tongue perpetually hanging out, hundreds of social media users took to the comments to praise his quirky expression. This has led to more than 760 comments on TikTok so far, with many even suggesting which emoji he resembles the most.
One comment reads: "that's so sad, but that's the cutest thing I've ever seen."
Another TikTok user wrote: "He looks like he's constantly emoting lol."
Another person added: "I hope he knows how cute he is."
While one commenter joked: "he's just permanently silly now."
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Brooke's head is in her hands. She's pretending to cry, but Jackie is smiling wide with deep dimples. The videos that follow are very vintage 2022 TikToks. Heavy on popular sounds like this one with the footage from the wedding that started it all. (TikTok clip from Eby's account): Don't be suspicious. Don't be suspicious. Don't be suspicious. Don't be suspicious. Johnson: That's played after a caption of Brooke saying she 'doesn't want to draw attention to her diagnosis,' while you see Brooke and her walker absolutely being the main characters on the dance floor. Sivertson: Brooke's terminal illness and her willingness to laugh about it were immediately the cornerstone of her shtick. She uploaded the videos under the handle @limpbroozkit. Johnson: Fred Durst, anyone? Limp Bizkit? No. Amory? No? Sivertson: I get it. Brooke had no idea if anyone would find her videos funny. Maybe they would just find them sad. Eby: That's why in my first couple of videos, I was always kind of nervous because I'm like, 'Should I be joking at a time like this? I don't know.' Johnson: That all makes total sense to me. And I also think humor has always been this way of dealing with darkness. Right? Eby: I agree. I think especially with COVID. During and post COVID life, the whole concept of meme culture, like we can make a joke out of absolutely anything. Like we're quick now. People just need humor, I think to process things. Johnson: Can you talk a little bit about when you started to realize that you were really gaining traction with the stuff that you were putting on the internet? Eby: When I first started seeing my follower count go up and all of that. It was probably my dating videos, early days when I was using a cane. Johnson: These videos feature screenshots of the texts she got from potential suitors. Sivertson: Things like, 'Can I borrow your cane? I feel myself falling.' Johnson: Or 'Okay, I see you Abraham Limping.' Sivertson: Next, Brooke started making videos about this medicine she was taking as part of a trial Johnson: Medicine that tasted really bad. Eby: So I did a taste testing series so people could suggest how to chase it or how to deal with it. Eby (clip from TikTok video): Pickle juice, shot glass. Oh, stench. Let's just do it. Let's just do it. It's no big deal. Eby: I think after those two, that was when I started seeing, 'Okay, people are remembering that they've seen me before and they were saying like, Brooke, blah, blah blah.' They remembered who I was, as opposed to it just being another swipe away video. But it is hard, I think, to still understand any sort of impact you make if it's just on the internet, because, I don't know, sometimes it feels like I'm playing The Sims. I see the number of people watching and I see all the comments, but it's strange because ultimately I'm talking to my phone and then I'm clicking a button and then I'm seeing little internet sims pop up as comments. I'm like, 'How is any of this real?' It's strange because everyone's like, 'You're so brave.' I'm actually just talking to myself in my room. Sivertson: Do you identify as an influencer? Do you think of yourself as an influencer? What's your relationship to that term? Eby: No. I don't really have one. The stuff that I influence on is much more niche. If you need adaptive clothing, I've got a recommendation, but it's not like everyone's going to go out and sell that out because it's not a need for most people. Johnson: That's what I was gonna ask, what are the products that you would influence on? Eby: Yeah, you should see the partnerships that reach out to me. I always crack up picturing my manager versus a normal person's manager, because she gets calls from the National Funeral Directors Association and I'm like, 'Sure, sure, sure. That's a perfect fit.' It's a very weird space to be in. Sivertson: So Brooke is definitely not a full-time influencer. She still works a nine to five job in tech with only the occasional funeral sponsored content. Eby (clip from TikTok video): Funeral directors help with every step of the end of life plan. They can document your wishes and understand the logistics. So if I wanna play Kesha's 'Die Young,' noted. Johnson: Unlike other viral creators, Brooke doesn't get a lot of hate online, but she does get comments that are pretty weird. Eby: Someone wrote me a message. This poor person because I don't even know who it was. It was some stranger, but she was like, 'Sometimes I feel like I have a death sentence because I've been single for so long.' Sivertson: Oh. Johnson: Wow. Eby: It's just like, in her heart, she's not trying to be mean to me. Johnson: Mm-hmm, right. There's also this layer of pity or sort of people being like, 'Oh, you make me feel thankful for every day because your life is so terrible, right?' Eby: Yeah. Johnson: What does that feel like for you to receive? Because you seem very open and non-judgmental in some ways, but also you can see the humor and ridiculousness of the way people act towards you. That's what I was trying to ask about, if that makes sense. Eby: Yeah, I actually had not even thought about that. Then someone messaged me once and they're like, 'Do you ever get sick of being the reason people want to be a better person?' And I'd never really thought about it, but once she said it, now I'm like, I do. It kind of is in the back of my head sometimes when I get comments like that, but they have to be phrased in a very specific way for it to be a little obnoxious. Most of the time, if someone's like, 'I wanna appreciate every day.' To me, that's a great comment. I'm like, good. If someone were to say, 'I should feel lucky because my life isn't as shitty as yours,' I don't think I would like that phrasing. But I don't know that people phrase it like that. I don't remember seeing that. At least I would say feedback is a gift. The feedback that I got, especially at the beginning was, 'You're making light of this' or 'You seem too happy.' And I think honestly, most of the people who are making those comments are probably ones who had a first row seat to someone living with this and are still feeling angry at the disease. At least that's the backstory I've given them because otherwise, what do they care? I think in my mind, I'm not reframing it. I just wasn't that progressed. It wasn't that hard at that point. And now that it's gotten worse, there's not going to be as many videos of me being like, 'Hey, this is no big deal.' It's just the nature of progression. So I'm just like 'Stay along for the ride and if you wanna see things get worse, you will with this disease. So stick around.' Johnson: Watching all of Brooke's videos in one day is kind of like reading a flip book of how ALS progresses. In the early videos, Brooke doesn't look that far off from, say, one of the famous beauty influencers like Alix Earle. She does her makeup and get-ready-with-me videos. Her shampoo-commercial hair always looks like she's just had a blowout. She lives alone in a cool apartment. Now she needs around the clock care, thus the difficult decision to move home. Sivertson: How would you describe your mobility right now? Eby: Like a ragdoll? Nothing really works. I can raise my hands, but they're claws now. I'm really not into the way they look. I can still type, especially on my phone. I can still type on the keyboard, a lot more typos these days. I can move my head and talk, but below the screen, it's a mess. Johnson: Before the TikTok band briefly went into effect in January, Brooke made a video about how it felt to go back and watch her own content from the beginning. Eby (clip from TikTok video): It's so surreal the amount that we've had to adapt. Three years ago, I was walking and now I can't do anything. I don't even feel emotions because it doesn't feel real. It feels like I'm playing a role in a movie and then someone's gonna finally yell, 'cut,' and I'm gonna just pop up outta my chair and go be normal again.' Eby: Day to day, I think it's easy for me to just rely on humor and staying busy to cope. But then in that video, I just looked back at all these videos from a year before, two years before, five years before. And I was like, 'Oh my God.' I did not realize, I knew how much it changed, but I don't know, seeing myself just a year ago versus today was startling. I don't think our brains are meant to compute the speed of change that comes with this disease. I made that video and I was thinking, 'This is not a relatable feeling at all.' I just feel like I'm an actress playing a role right now. This doesn't feel real. And people are like, 'No, that's called dissociation. That's very much a psychological term that most people go through.' And I was like, oh, okay. You can tell I'm not actively in therapy all the time. Sivertson: In your videos, you've been documenting all along the way, the progression of the disease and how it's changing your life day by day, implement by implementation that you're adding into your routine. But there will come a time when you can't verbalize anymore, when you can't use your voice and use your humor in the way that you use it now. Do you think you'll still be making videos? Have you thought about what the content creation process might be then? Eby: Yeah, there are some people who go the full progression while still having a voice, and I'm still delusional enough to think I'm gonna be one of them. Even though my voice is clearly getting weaker, I'm still not slurring, which makes me happy because I'm like, people can still understand me. But that said, I have voice banked. I do have my voice saved so I can use it in some sort of text-to-talk thing. That's a big thing in the ALS community. As soon as you get diagnosed, they start saving your voice. But, I think my intention is to keep going really as far as I can. I think the way it looks might be a little different. Rather than me talking a ton, it might be like my parents helping to talk or filming stuff. Or maybe it's just, not talking and I'm just putting music over something I'm doing. I think there's options. My goal is really to show everything, just because that's what I wish someone had done. I would love to see someone who's more progressed than I am, get into bed or stay asleep. Like how the hell do you stay asleep when you can't move and you get uncomfortable or something falls asleep? Those are the things that I don't want to watch a whole sad documentary just to glean insights of how to do things when I could just make a two minute video. It might not work next week, but it's working right now, so that's the goal. Man plans, God laughs. I think people say, but that's the plan for now. Sivertson: Brooke doesn't know exactly how much time she has. Maybe she has five years, maybe she has 10 years. Johnson: What she does know is that curing ALS, it's going to take more resources. Sivertson: Social media, whether it's the Ice Bucket Challenge or a TikTok or raising awareness, can build community around ALS, but it's not going to cure the disease. That takes research, which has a price tag. Eby (clip from TikTok video): Thank you for all of the thoughts and prayers. Now, have you considered money? Sivertson: Right now ALS researchers are facing proposed funding cuts by the Trump administration that could drastically slow down their efforts. So if you're a billionaire, says Brooke, maybe forget about rockets and Mars and take up funding ALS research as your cause. Eby: I feel like the other planets have already made it here, and we just haven't been told about it. So I'm like, why don't we just ask them what it's like before we go waste all our money going there. Johnson: On TikTok, Brooke is a one woman ice bucket challenge, raising awareness of ALS and what it's like to live with it. But going viral prompted her to start another online community, one that's more specific. Eby: So if you think about my last two and a half years after being diagnosed, I put myself in front of an audience, and because of that, I have access to so many more resources because I have 200,000 people willing to answer a question I have. If I were to post, 'I really need advice on the best toothbrush for weekends.' I could get a thousand messages back. Whereas someone who's not a psycho putting her life online, like a normal person living with this disease, they could go to their support group, and I don't know how fast they'll get a response. There's just not as immediate of answers as I've been able to get. So I kept thinking about that: How do I make it so everyone has this level of access and this level of immediacy? And then I flashed back to when I first got diagnosed, they give you this godforsaken packet, it's like an encyclopedia size, and it's just pamphlet after pamphlet of resources. You've just gotten diagnosed, they tell you you have two to five years, it could be less than that and you're gonna lose every ability until that point. You go home and your brain is just scrambled and you're also like, am I gonna be paralyzed tomorrow? Like you just start thinking in terms of speed, everything moves so fast, and yet the resources they give you are in a folder with paper that none of us has used since elementary school. I'm like, if this disease moves fast, like why are we still treating it like we're in the nineties? We gotta do better than this. Johnson: Brooke's day job is at the tech company, Salesforce. She worked with some of her colleagues there to create a channel on the professional group messaging app Slack. It is specifically for ALS patients and their caregivers, and it's called Brooke says it's really special to her because it's a rare space where people are going through similar challenges. Eby: Even when I'm talking to my best friends in the world, who I've known since we were four years old, I could tell her anything, but right now, she's about to have her second baby at the same time where I'm learning how to use a ceiling lift to get me into the shower. Like we lead two very different lives. I think it's probably the same way that moms feel after they have a baby, where they're like, 'I could complain to my friends, but unless they have a newborn too, they don't get it.' That's probably how everyone feels about something in their life. It's just good to see other people, whether they live near you or look like you going through the same thing. Because you're like, 'Okay, I'm normal in this group.' Johnson: If you have an untold history, an unsolved mystery, or other wild story from the internet that you want us to tell, hit us up at endlessthread@ Leung: Thanks for listening to this episode of 'Endless Thread.' If you want to hear more, follow 'Endless Thread' on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or wherever you listen. And make sure you're following 'Say More' while you're at it. Kara Mihm of the Globe staff contributed to this report. Shirley Leung is a Business columnist. She can be reached at
