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The Irish Sun
2 days ago
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- The Irish Sun
Louise Thompson could only spend five minutes a day with newborn while on ‘terrifying' suicide watch, reveals fiance
LOUISE Thompson's fiancé Ryan Libbey has revealed devastating details of her battle with postpartum depression. Former Made In Chelsea star Louise, 35, was placed on suicide watch as she grappled with her mental health following a 4 Louise Thompson had severe postpartum depression after giving birth to son Leo in 2021 Credit: Instagram 4 She was on suicide watch for a period time and had mentally 'checked out' Credit: Instagram She struggled to form a relationship with her newborn son, Leo , in the early period of motherhood , so much so that if she spent five minutes with him that was deemed a success. The complicated labour left Leo in great distress and he suffered respiratory issues linked to meconium, a bowel obstruction in newborns. Personal trainer Ryan, 34, told "Which is absolutely terrifying, and I don't think I've quite processed that one. I think that was something that I wanted to reframe straight away. READ MORE ON LOUISE THOMPSON "It's really, really sad to know that He continued: "I could understand that she was in shock and that she was completely reduced to a version of herself that was... she was just surrendering to the whole thing. "She'd lost the fight, and I could understand it because she would have been exhausted and her body would have been looking and feeling so different. "And to lie on the sofa with a vacant look on your face for days and weeks, I could understand that, but I couldn't understand that we were in the place of potential: she wants to end her life, and she doesn't really recognise or care for the baby in the room. At the time, I couldn't quite understand that." Most read in Celebrity To make matters worse the couple felt like they'd been forgotten by hospital staff and left to fend for themselves. When they did receive visits from doctors Ryan claimed it was anything but sensitive and they felt rushed to push forward with parenthood with little regard for the trauma they'd been through. Louise Thompson's fiance reveals harrowing moment she was 'ten minutes from death' haemorrhaging blood 'like someone turned a hose on' In a candid admission, There was no let up in the months that followed as Louise suffered two terrifying haemorrhages at home which Ryan likened to a 'murder scene'. The second major bleed followed a procedure to reinstate the integrity of the womb. He said: "I arrived at home to see her being loaded into an ambulance outside the house. I went down to the downstairs bathroom where it happened, and it was yet again just a murder scene." Louise's body and mental fortitude was tested again when she had her entire large intestine removed after being diagnosed with She was Fortunately, Louise has now got a handle on her wellbeing, though The setbacks only make her more of an inspirational figure and she documented her incredible story in last year's Lucky: Learning to Live Again. 4 Louise with Leo in happier times Credit: Instagram 4 The former Made In Chelsea star released a book documenting her ordeal Credit: Getty Help for mental health If you, or anyone you know, needs help dealing with mental health problems, the following organisations provide support. The following are free to contact and confidential: Samaritans, CALM (the leading movement against suicide in men) Papyrus (prevention of young suicide) Shout (for support of all mental health) Mind, Rethink Mental Illness, Heads Together,
Metro
25-04-2025
- Entertainment
- Metro
Louise Thompson reveals she suffered miscarriage at height of health ordeal
Louise Thompson has revealed she suffered a miscarriage in January last year. The former Made In Chelsea star, 35, has been admirably open about her horrific health journey following the birth of her son Leo, who she welcomed with partner Ryan Libbey in 2021. Louise almost died on two occasions during her traumatic labour, and the stress on her body led to a number of further horrific health issues. Now, the reality TV star has opened up about another crushing experience that happened in January 2024, when she was four weeks pregnant and suffered a miscarriage. 'This is not now, this was last January. The night before I got on a flight. As if things needed to get more complicated,' she said alongside pictures of positive pregnancy tests and a screenshot of a due date calculator, which estimated September 10, 2024. Louise said she only told a handful of people about her miscarriage at the time, but is now opening up about it in her new book, Lucky: Learning to Live Again, which was released on April 24. To view this video please enable JavaScript, and consider upgrading to a web browser that supports HTML5 video 'The stick in this image is one of those things that I've buried,' she wrote. 'I haven't allowed myself to give it a second thought. 'In typical Louise fashion, one trauma has been quickly replaced by another swooping in to take my attention. 'I haven't even spoken to Ryan about it in much detail either really… but we've had our plates full. She continued: 'It's crazy to think that Leo could have had a sibling born last September. I doubt that it was ever going to work. Probably a mere chemical pregnancy. 'Whatever it was the change in hormones or blood flow to that area caused the most insane amount of bleeding from my bum in the weeks that followed and ended up having my stoma surgery as a result. So capiche. 'That was the end of that dream. Was it a dream though? Not something that was planned, in fact a complete miracle given the circumstances and I'll let you work that one out, although there are many circumstances that make this one very unusual, including the fact it's practically a Mary and Joseph moment. 'But I knew something was different to test because I felt a very unusual sense of tiredness that I only got when being pregnant last time and I felt very sick too. These are not symptoms I've experienced aside from my last pregnancy. 'My fertility and our fertility journey is something I'm only just starting to wrap my head around 3 1/2 years after the birth of my beautiful son. There is a lot I haven't come to terms with, and I haven't wanted to until now She added: 'I actually remembered to mention it in a medical appointment last week and it kind of brought about this flood of emotions and it felt quite necessary and quite good. I need to get it out now.' March, 2021 – Louise and Ryan suffer miscarriage – Louise and Ryan suffer miscarriage November 2021 – Louise and Ryan welcome Leo. But Louise reveals she nearly died twice in labour, and ended up in ICU. She spent a month in hospital. – Louise and Ryan welcome Leo. But Louise reveals she nearly died twice in labour, and ended up in ICU. She spent a month in hospital. Early January 2022 – Louise reveals she's suffering with PTSD from childbirth and experiencing 'depressive panic episodes' which can last hours or days. 'When I'm having one I can't function, I can't look after myself, let alone anyone else around me. I can't even spell my name. I can't see, I can't hear, I can't look anyone in the eye,' she said. She added that her subconscious thinks she's 'dying all the time'. Alongside the mental health issues, Louise suffered with pain, dizziness, fainting, and temperatures. She also had 'savage internal infections' and 'scary blood test results'. To view this video please enable JavaScript, and consider upgrading to a web browser that supports HTML5 video Mid January 2022 – Louise said she was 'starting to make sense' of her anxiety, but was crying 20 times a week. '60,000 thoughts passing through my head each day. If I can try and get 30,001 of them to be non anxious thoughts then I am sort of winning. Honestly I've never known anxiety like it. It feels inexplicable. But it's not, and I'm starting to make sense of it,' she said. Louise also revealed her scar was healed enough for her to attempt a bath, and her sickness had subsided. February 2022 – Louise said she'd come to terms with her life 'never being the same again' and that she's 'not even close to feeling like a normal person yet'. – Louise said she'd come to terms with her life 'never being the same again' and that she's 'not even close to feeling like a normal person yet'. May 2022 – Louise was holidaying with her family in Mykonos she started bleeding from an existing medical condition she suffers from called ulcerative colitis (UC). – Louise was holidaying with her family in Mykonos she started bleeding from an existing medical condition she suffers from called ulcerative colitis (UC). June 2022 – 'I've been on my new medication escitalopram for nearly 4 weeks and am still having some unpleasant side effects,' Louise said, updating her fans. She also said she's weaned herself off antipsychotics, and her thoughts were improving. Louise also opened up about suffering a 'catastrophic breakdown' as her PTSD hit again. – 'I've been on my new medication escitalopram for nearly 4 weeks and am still having some unpleasant side effects,' Louise said, updating her fans. She also said she's weaned herself off antipsychotics, and her thoughts were improving. Louise also opened up about suffering a 'catastrophic breakdown' as her PTSD hit again. July 2022 – After some 'alarming blood test results' Ryan revealed Louise was back in hospital. Louise herself opened up about having erased memories from her life because of the PTSD, with childhood memories coming back. She then took a social media break while back in hospital for mental health issues, later explaining that she endured an hour of 'partial blindness' during a panic attack. 'I was not alive, I couldn't have a normal thought. My brain basically shut down,' she said. To view this video please enable JavaScript, and consider upgrading to a web browser that supports HTML5 video September 2022 – Louise opens up about her Asherman's Syndrome diagnosis – a rare condition where scar tissue can build up inside your uterus. The main impacts, she said, were fertility problems and pain. – Louise opens up about her Asherman's Syndrome diagnosis – a rare condition where scar tissue can build up inside your uterus. The main impacts, she said, were fertility problems and pain. October 2022 – Louise reveals she's been diagnosed with drug-induced lupus – an autoimmune disease, meaning the body's natural defence system (immune system) attacks healthy parts of the body. 'It means that I'm really tired but also I've started to get really really intolerable joint pain, especially if I sit down for any amount of time if I cross my legs,' she said. – Louise reveals she's been diagnosed with drug-induced lupus – an autoimmune disease, meaning the body's natural defence system (immune system) attacks healthy parts of the body. 'It means that I'm really tired but also I've started to get really really intolerable joint pain, especially if I sit down for any amount of time if I cross my legs,' she said. January 2023 – Louise said an 'unexpected' situation has put her back in hospital, which Ryan later revealed was her haemorrhaging. She later reflected: 'I lost a lot of blood. I think around 3L which sounds like over half my body's supply…although I have to bear in mind I'm also really small.' She also recalled feeling all of her limbs 'go cold' as her blood was trying to protect her 'vital organs'. She was in hospital for 17 days. – Louise said an 'unexpected' situation has put her back in hospital, which Ryan later revealed was her haemorrhaging. She later reflected: 'I lost a lot of blood. I think around 3L which sounds like over half my body's supply…although I have to bear in mind I'm also really small.' She also recalled feeling all of her limbs 'go cold' as her blood was trying to protect her 'vital organs'. She was in hospital for 17 days. February 2023 : Louise is hospitalised again, Ryan announces. : Louise is hospitalised again, Ryan announces. April 2023 – Louise unveils her stoma bag after a colonoscopy operation. Louise explained: 'Isn't it bizarre that this little grey pouch is the price I pay for good health! I say good riddance to that nasty menacing colon!' – Louise unveils her stoma bag after a colonoscopy operation. Louise explained: 'Isn't it bizarre that this little grey pouch is the price I pay for good health! I say good riddance to that nasty menacing colon!' July 2023 – Ryan reveals Louise was on 'suicide watch' for for months of Leo's life. November 2024 – Louise is admitted to hospital for almost two weeks after suffering from agonising pain. It turned out to be septic shock, and Louise had to undergo emergency surgery. To view this video please enable JavaScript, and consider upgrading to a web browser that supports HTML5 video While Louise works with a life coach to keep her looking forward, she's been looking back recently, which has upset her. 'I haven't worked with my psychotherapist for well over a year because I thought I was done with all of that. That means I haven't been forced to look back,' she said. 'But then I had to have more surgery 6 months ago and actually over the last week being back in the hospital to discuss potential plans for future surgeries and stuff has brought everything rushing back.' More Trending Louise has noticed herself slipping into some old behaviours of avoidance and has experienced some 'bizarre memories' crop up again. 'I've cried a little bit most days which feels alien (even though I used to be called tears thompson) because I've been so happy,' she said, explaining how her next step is to try Eye Movement Desensitisation and Reprocessing (EDMR) therapy – which uses eye movement and talking therapy to help people process past experiences. On top of that, Louise said she is currently suffering through a bout of illness, which left her with the 'worst migraine' she's ever had. 'For whatever reason I've also now developed some sort of cold/virus/flu,' she said. 'Still not entirely sure how I can self diagnose which one it is but the raging fever and shivers are indicative of something.' Got a story? 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Daily Mail
23-04-2025
- Entertainment
- Daily Mail
Louise Thompson fights back tears recounting how childbirth nearly killed her - and traumatic C-section left her 'unable to function or connect with her son'
Louise Thompson fought back tears as she recounted how childbirth nearly killed her on Wednesday's episode of This Morning. The former Made In Chelsea star, 35, appeared on the ITV show to chat to Ben Shephard, 50, and Cat Deeley, 48, about the paperback version of her book Lucky: Learning to Live Again, which documents her struggles after welcoming son Leo into the world in December 2021. Louise spent five weeks in hospital after her emergency C-section after suffering 'serious complications' that left her in intensive care, which then impacted her mental health. She went on to suffer with PTSD and post-natal anxiety due to her near-death experience. The mum-of-one, who was diagnosed with Ulcerative colitis diagnosis in 2018, has since then been diagnosed with Lupus, Asherman's syndrome, suffered a second Hemorrhage and has also had a stoma bag fitted. Speaking to Cat and Ben about her traumatic birth, Louise bravely recalled: 'I ended up not being able to deliver him naturally. The former Made In Chelsea star, 35, appeared on the ITV show to chat to Ben Shephard , 50, and Cat Deeley , 48, about her brand new book Lucky: Learning to Live Again, which documents her struggles after welcoming son Leo into the world in December 2021 Louise, pictured with her son Leo, spent five weeks in hospital after her emergency C-section after suffering 'serious complications' that left her in intensive care, which then impacted her mental health 'What has left me with lasting damage.' She added: 'It's crazy how long it can take to process all of it, but the book has been a big part of that. 'I found myself, discharged, I couldn't function, I couldn't connect with my son. 'I didn't recognise my life. 'Writing for me was a cathartic process. 'It was the only way I could communicate with people.' Ulcerative colitis is a chronic bowel condition where the colon and rectum become inflamed and small ulcers develop on the colon's lining, which can bleed. Asherman's syndrome rare condition where scar tissue builds up inside the uterus and Lupus is one of the chronic autoimmune conditions where the body makes antibodies against itself and starts to attack it. And a stoma bag is a medical device that a person uses to remove body waste. After being through something so traumatic Louise confessed that she struggled a lot more with her mental health, rather than her physical. She explained: 'The mental stuff was a lot worse, physical, you can often fix a physical problem, the mental torture was really hard to grapple with.' Louise was joined by her Made In Chelsea star brother Sam, 32, on the sofa as well. His emotions soon got the better of him as he confessed: 'Oh I am going to cry!' However he managed to compose himself and went on to explain how each of the family members had roles to play while she was in hospital. And he saw himself as the joker. Sam explained: 'Louise was going through a lot, sometimes she needs a joker in there. 'I try and make her laugh a bit. Everyone had a different role.' He also found a side of himself that shocked him while Louise was unwell and recalled that he was at the ITV Palooza when she had a Hemorrhage and had to sneak out to go to the hospital to support her. Sam said: 'It's a weird thing when you love so much is in so much crisis and who you become in that moment.' He added: 'You lock in, I've never been so focused in my life when it gets that bad, you really sort of street into a different phase of your being. 'I hope to never have it again. 'You become laser focused. 'I wasn't that emotional, I was just so on it. I've never been like that before.'
