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EXCLUSIVE Lottie Moss has revealed she was 'ready to end it all' this week after a severe ADHD 'crash out'
Kate Moss 's half-sister, Lottie, has revealed she 'was ready to end it all' this week during an ADHD 'crash out'.
Dressed in a white nightgown in her home with no makeup on she filmed a video titled 'ADHD girlies Public Service Announcement'.
The 27-year-old said: 'If you are having a crash out right now, it's going to end soon because I just had the biggest crash out of my life. I truly wanted to end it all.
'I was like no one loves me, no one's ever loved me, I hate my life, I'm disorganised, I'm lazy.
'It's like my brain is at war with me. I completely understand, honestly, if you're feeling the same as me right now, just know I'm feeling it too.
'I know how hard it can be for ADHD girls and I think we minimise ADHD as a mental health disorder, even though it's so prominent.'
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'With women, the emotions are just so up and down up and down. I remember when I was first diagnosed I thought I had bipolar. It was that bad.'
'Crash outs' are when a person is feeling overwhelmed and emotionally drained, often occurring when ADHD medications wear off or when the individual is under a lot of pressure or stress.
Underneath the TikTok video, the Celebrity Bear Hunt star penned: 'Also any advice on good medication?'
She opened up about her previous struggles with addiction on the Netflix show, which was axed this week, and said: 'Drugs and depression. You become quite numb. I didn't feel anything. I didn't care if I lived or died.
'I would have run it into the ground, to be honest and my mum said, "You need to go into rehab'.'
Lottie did a stint in rehab in February 2022 for substance abuse issues, specifically with cocaine, at an unspecified facility in the U.S.
The model says she never touched drugs or alcohol before becoming a catwalk star but later became hooked.
And the London-born socialite reveals she never felt able to confide in half-sister Kate Moss about her troubles, admitting the endless comparison with the supermodel was a constant burden during her career.
Previously speaking in depth about her drug woes, Lottie said: 'I started quite early on with using drugs and alcohol as a crutch, as a coping mechanism, which there is not a lack of in the fashion industry.
'There were people in positions of power that were giving me drugs and alcohol when I was very young and so it didn't seem bad to me.'
She continued: 'When you have people around you who are enabling you, I am talking at high fashion events and people are in a penthouse suite, and people that are working for a brand that is very well known and they're sat there doing drugs with you as a 19-year-old.
'That is so weird to me now… that should never happen in any industry.'
'The fact that no one said, "maybe we shouldn't be enabling a young woman to do drugs. We should want her to be on her A game and doing her best, wake up in the morning and do a gym class, instead, it was lots of alcohol", and it goes hand in hand.'
In September 2024, Lottie was rushed to hospital after she took high doses of Ozempic given to her by a friend who bought it under the counter from a doctor.
The model was violently ill, suffering a seizure and severe dehydration after taking the drug when she weighed around 60kg - just 9stone.
She said she would rather 'die' than use Ozempic again, which is meant to treat the obese or diabetics and has suffered global shortages.
Lottie recalled having the seizure, which was caused by severe dehydration and said her face and hands clenching up was one of the 'scariest' experiences she has ever endured.
She said there were, 'small things I wish I'd known before taking it' and revealed her weight plummeted to around 53kg in a few weeks.
After being seen by medical professionals, Lottie learned the dosage of Ozempic she was injecting into her leg should be prescribed to someone weighing at least 100 kilos - nearly double her size.
