'I felt like a bag of bones - they told me I might never walk again'

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'I felt like a bag of bones - they told me I might never walk again'
Maisie Hill was almost killed by the amount of blood she lost
Maisie had a major brain bleed, a lacerated liver and a punctured lung from the crash
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A snowboarder who was told she may never walk again after a life-threatening crash left her feeling like a 'bag of bones' is back on the slopes, preparing for next year's Winter Olympics. GB Snowsport freestyle snowboarder Maisie Hill, 24, from Cheltenham, suffered severe injuries in January 2023 while training in Switzerland.
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Crashing at extreme speeds into a 'wall of ice' while practising a routine rail trick, Maisie said she was almost killed by the amount of blood she lost from a lacerated liver. She was transported by helicopter to Gaubunden Hospital in Chur, Switzerland, where she said she was told she may never walk again.
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She said the impact also punctured a lung, caused a major brain bleed and broke two vertebrae and four ribs. However, through sheer determination and a 'life-changing' grant from the Olympic Solidarity programme, within nine months Maisie was back on the slopes doing what she loves. She hopes to qualify for the Milano Cortina Olympic Winter Games in February 2026.
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'As I lay on the ground after my crash, I felt like I was a bag of bones that someone had picked up and was jangling,' Maisie told PA Real Life. 'I remember the doctor listing all the injuries I had. It was horrible how many there were, it just went on and on. I was crying, wishing they'd stop talking.
'In my first season competing again (2023-24), I was very scared and was losing confidence in myself. However, I find that smiling every time I get back to the top of the slope helps me perform, reminding me how lucky I am and that I love snowboarding.'
Maisie was introduced to snowboarding by her father aged eight on the hill behind their house in Cheltenham. When Maisie was 10 years old, she and her father moved to Morzine in the French Alps.
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'I didn't love snowboarding at first,' she said. 'But my dad always said I would be really good at it. I owe so much to his belief in me.'
Maisie was told she may never walk again after the crash
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By the time she was 16, Maisie said she was excelling in freestyle snowboarding and was invited by GB Snowsport to Laax in Switzerland to join their youth programme. Maisie moved there alone, renting a flat away from the slopes where it was cheaper, walking 20 minutes to a bus each morning. When she turned 18, however, she said she did not make the selection for the British World Cup squad.
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'It felt like no-one believed in me, like I was just some silly girl,' she said. However, she knew that hard work and pure determination would get her into the team eventually.
She spent the summer of 2021 in Switzerland snowboarding each day on the glacier. To afford it, she said she lived in a tent in Saas Grund, Switzerland and she worked as a cleaner or barista.
Her parents, meanwhile, supported her by paying for a private coach, though Maisie understood it was a strain on them and would not last forever. In 2022, aged 21, she said she qualified to compete for Britain at her first World Cup, where she came seventh.
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Maisie said the following months were the happiest in her life, as she progressed rapidly and was loving every minute of snowboarding. In January 2023, she had just returned from a World Cup in Austria and was preparing for the next competition in Laax, Switzerland.
'It was a foggy day and I was tired,' she explained. 'I was just doing one last run before the tournament the following day.
'I don't know how, but I was going extremely fast and I slipped off a rail. I slammed into an ice wall.'
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Maisie knew instantly that everything had changed. 'I refused to breathe because I was panicking so much,' she said. 'I couldn't move, couldn't do anything.'
Maisie said she was then air-lifted to Gaubunden Hospital in Chur, Switzerland, where she was told she may never walk again. She said she had broken two vertebrae and four ribs, punctured a lung, lacerated her liver and she had a major brain bleed.
Despite the severity of her injuries, after her operation Maisie remembers the feeling of being able to wiggle her toes – she said it was a moment of pure relief. After the operation, she moved back to Cheltenham with her mother, and she said Team GB provided physio training. Slowly, she regained her strength, though it was not easy.
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Maisie said if you work hard enough, 'help will come'
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'They'd cut open my stomach, and my abs must have stored all my trauma because the first few times I tried to do a sit-up, I cried so emotionally,' she said. That summer in 2023, she said she received an email from the Olympic Solidarity programme, the International Olympic Committee's (IOC) global development initiative, saying she had been selected for a grant, after being nominated by GB Snowsport.
'I thought it was a scam at first,' Maisie said. 'But it was life-changing. I don't think my parents could have continued funding me. Suddenly I thought, 'I'm going to do this!''
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The programme offers athletes from around the world a sum of money every four months leading up to the Olympics. 'It's amazing,' she said. 'If you work hard enough, help will come.'
James Macleod, IOC Director of NOC Relations, Olympic Solidarity and Olympism365, said: 'Currently 438 athletes from 89 NOCs are receiving a monthly grant from Olympic Solidarity, supporting their journey to the next Olympic Winter Games Milano Cortina 2026.'
In October 2023, Maisie said she was able to go to New Zealand with her team. She said she was so excited by the prospect of snowboarding again that on her first run, she went so fast her coach told her to slow down.
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Less than a year after her life-threatening crash, she was competing at World Cups again. However, she soon found that her performances were getting worse, that she was losing confidence and was scared. She began working with a sports psychologist, appreciating that there was a lot of mental trauma hindering her performance.
'When I'd have a bad run, I'd be angry with myself,' she said. 'But I found this method, that every time I get back to the top, I find some reason to smile. When I'm smiling, I'm the best version of myself.'
After coming fifth at an Austrian World Cup in March, Maisie said she is on track to qualify for the Milano Cortina Winter Olympics next February. She hopes her smile and determination will take her there.
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She continued: 'I remember my family watching a tournament on TV when I was younger and they said that I was the only one smiling. Doing it reminds me to make the most of my time and not waste it, and it reminds me that I just love snowboarding. It really works.'