Katy Perry fuels split rumours as she makes cryptic comments about a breakup amid claims of 'tension' in relationship with Orlando Bloom
Katy Perry has added to rumours that she's facing 'tension' in her relationship with her fiancé Orlando Bloom while making a telling comment on stage.
The American singer was performing the third of her Sydney concerts during the Australian leg of her Lifetimes Tour on Tuesday night when she was handed a packet of Tim Tams chocolate biscuits.
The 40-year-old singer was in the middle of her performance of her 2008 heartbreak anthem I'm Still Breathing when she opened the packet and ate one of the treats.
'This song is about a breakup, and this Tim Tam saved me' Perry told the crowd during the brief interlude.
'Thank you' she added, before launching back into the track while kneeling down and offering the biscuits to audience members in the front row.
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The American singer was performing the third of her Sydney concerts during the Australian leg of her Lifetimes Tour on Tuesday night
The comment about suffering through a 'breakup' has only added to recent speculation that Perry and Bloom are facing some challenges.
On Tuesday, the California Gurls singer - who album 143 was hit with a wave of negative reviews, was spotted looking less-than-enthused as she stepped out at Sydney's Luna Park with daughter Daisy, four, who she shares with Bloom.
On the same day, Orlando seemed to be having a blast at the Tribeca Festival in New York City.
He posed on the red carpet with their adorable Teacup Poodle Biggle Smalls.
The couple's sightings on different continents come amid a new report alleging that Katy's poorly performing album caused 'tension' in her relationship.
The singer's seventh studio album, 143, was released in September 2024, and received a largely negative response from fans as well as critics, who claimed the record sounds 'generated through AI.'
'Katy was deeply frustrated following the reception of her new album. It made her very stressed,' a source told People on Monday.
'Orlando was understanding, but it did cause some tension,' the insider added of the Lord of The Rings star, 48, who shares daughter Daisy Dove with the singer.
The 40-year-old singer was in the middle of her performance of her 2008 heartbreak anthem I'm Still Breathing when she opened the packet and ate one of the treats
Another source shared, 'She was also disappointed in some of the tour reviews. It's put stress on their relationship.'
Perry - who recently 'accused' a bewildered fan of sending private messages to Bloom - is currently on her Lifetimes world tour.
DailyMail.com has reached out to representatives for Perry and Bloom for comment.
Later on Tuesday, Orlando appeared on The Tonight Show and wowed Jimmy Fallon with the tiny dog, who his manager said was 'trending.'
'So, my manager calls me and says, 'You know, you're trending.' And I'm like, 'Well, that's great, I'm trending.'
''Well, not exactly you. It's the dog,'' he recounted his manager saying.
Orlando added that he considered Biggie Smalls to be an 'emotional support animal,' and he said the little dog goes nearly everywhere with him.
Later, the Lord Of The Rings star spoke about his recent skydiving adventures and how it felt as if he was 'flying.'
'It's the fastest you can be propelled as a human on the planet without an engine or something. And you literally feel like you're flying,' he said, before joking, 'By the way, Marvel, I'm ready.'
Perry and Bloom first met in January 2016. They had a brief breakup in 2017, but later reconciled by March 2018.
The pair got engaged on Valentine's Day in 2019 and welcomed their daughter in August 2020.
Bloom also has a 13-year-old son named Flynn with his ex-wife, Miranda Kerr, 42.
143 - which references the expression 'I love you', but is also what Perry considers to be her symbolic 'angel number' - is her first album in four years, following Smile in 2020.
Much of the criticism even before the album was released was down to Perry's decision to work with her old music producer Dr. Luke who settled his longstanding sexual harassment lawsuit with Kesha last year - which he vehemently denied.
In May, Perry left one of her fans speechless as she performed in front of a full-house at T-Mobile Arena in Paradise Valley.
She halted her show in Nevada to single out one of her bewildered fans.
Dressed in a leotard and fishnet tights, Perry crouched on her haunches as she searched for her target in the audience before accusing him of repeatedly sending private messages to her fiancé, Orlando.
Looking down at the stunned fan - referred to as Kyle - she warned: 'I know why you're here. Listen, if you keep DM-ing my man... you've been doing it for months, ever since the residency. You didn't come to see me play.'
As the crowd roared their approval, she continued: 'If you keep on DM-ing my man I'm going to have you removed - seriously, get your own life.'
Raising her voice, she added: 'He don't want you, Kyle. I'm his wife. I'm his, he's mine... stay the f**k away.'
Standing close to the stage, Kyle looked stunned as he turned to his friends while Perry worked her way back into the set-list.
Fortunately for him, the outburst was a scripted stunt employed by Perry as a means of interacting with her audience before launching into her 2024 single I'm His, He's Mine.
Her performance came after it emerged she has not been invited back to continue her Las Vegas residency as her career continues to suffer from the backlash of her Blue Origin space trip and disastrous world tour.
The California Gurls singer has faced an onslaught of criticism over her 11-minute space flight which saw her join Gayle King and Lauren Sanchez for the all-female trip in April.
Shortly after the flight, Perry kicked off her Lifetimes tour in support of her seventh studio album, which was widely panned by critics on its release in September.
The tour has suffered from a series of setbacks - including a delayed start in Minnesota that forced fans to stand around for hours - that have led to low ticket sales and canceled dates.
The former American Idol judge has also been suffering severe backlash ever since her space tourist trip on Blue Origin's New Shepard NS-31 mission.
Perry was seen floating inside the capsule holding a daisy in a nod to her daughter Daisy.
She was ridiculed on landing back to Earth and emerging with the flower in hand which she held to the sky before dropping to her knees and kissing the ground.
She then proceeded to claim she was 'super connected to love' and thanked a reporter who incorrectly referred to her as an astronaut.
'It's not about singing my songs. It's about a collective energy in there. It's about us. It's about making space for future women and taking up space and belonging,' she said in a post-flight interview.
'And it's about this wonderful world that we see right out there and appreciating it. This is all for the benefit of Earth.'
It wasn't long before she was branded 'tone deaf' and 'dramatic' for her actions, which came days after NASA astronauts Sunita Williams and Butch Wilmore returned to Earth after being stranded in space for more than nine months.
Her much-maligned Lifetimes Tour has been hit with accusations of copying other pop stars, including Taylor Swift and Sabrina Carpenter.
During her show to a sold-out crowd at Chicago's United Center on May 12, the singer addressed being the 'most hated person on the Internet.
In a video captured by a fan, the star takes a moment to look around at her fans, and says: 'Well, I thought I was the most hated person on the internet. I think that's false.'
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When McCartney knocked on the door, all he could hear was the sound of Wilson gently weeping. Another story tells of Wilson disappearing, and being found some days later by the police in a park in San Diego, barefoot and dishevelled, with no means of identification, mistaken for a vagrant. Without his writing and production skills, the Beach Boys floundered. Like a workhorse, he would be periodically brought into the studio in increasingly desperate attempts to add lustre to their fading reputation. It is not a period that he likes to remember: 'A lot of frustration, some fears, some anxiety, some depression, some sorrow. A lot of all the emotions.' In 1975 Marilyn put her husband in the care of Dr Eugene Landy, who was known as the 'Shrink to the Stars', having treated the actors Rod Steiger, Richard Harris and Gig Young (who later committed suicide). A year later, Landy was fired, after increasing his monthly fee from $10,000 to $20,000. But in 1983, with Wilson now in a desperate state, his family agreed to let Landy resume his treatment. Under Landy's 'milieu therapy' programme, Wilson was placed under virtual 24-hour surveillance, policed by Landy's hulking assistants, whom friends of Wilson called 'the surf Nazis', and whose job was to monitor his every movement and report back to Landy. He was kept apart from his family (his marriage to Marilyn had ended in 1978), and put on a punishing dietary and exercise regime to reduce his weight. Freed from his addiction to drugs and food, he instead became addicted to Eugene Landy. But Landy's role went far beyond that of psychotherapist. He installed himself as Wilson's manager, and was credited as co-writer and 'executive producer' on Wilson's first solo album, which was released in 1988. He cranked up his annual bill for treatment to $430,000, and reportedly took a third of the $250,000 advance for Wilson's ghost-written autobiography, Wouldn't It Be Nice?, which served primarily as an apologia for his unorthodox techniques. It was around this time that Wilson met Melinda Ledbetter, the woman who would become his second wife. She was working as a saleswoman at a Cadillac dealership. Wilson came in and bought the first car he saw. The next day Landy telephoned Melinda and invited her to accompany Wilson to a Moody Blues concert. During the performance, Landy's assistant passed a note to Wilson, instructing him to 'be nice to your date. Show her some affection. Put your arm round her.' Later that evening, as they were driving home in a limousine, Landy phoned Wilson with more instructions: 'Walk Melinda to the door, also make sure you kiss her...' It was, Melinda tells me later, 'a very strange situation. At that time Brian didn't draw breath without Dr Landy's permission. He couldn't go to the bathroom without asking somebody.' They started dating more frequently, and Melinda quickly realised just how parlous his state was. 'It was almost like watching a child being abused. And I really felt that his life was in danger. Landy had him exercising vigorously on all kinds of different combinations of medication. It was very bad.' As she grew closer to Wilson, she says, so Landy moved to keep her out of his life. In the meantime, she 'constantly hammered' at Wilson's family to pry him away from Landy. 'God bless his mother, I'll never forget when I said, 'You've got to get him out of there', and she said, 'But what would I do with him?' Then it was, OK, I get it... It was a dysfunctional family from the very first moment.' It was to take almost three years to finally separate Wilson from Landy. In 1989, after charges of gross negligence were lodged by Wilson's family, the state of California revoked Landy's licence on the grounds that he had illegally prescribed drugs to Wilson. He was also charged with conflict of interest for acting not only as Wilson's therapist but also as his business manager. Yet Wilson himself refused to be separated from his psychiatrist. In 1990, his family brought a lawsuit, alleging that Wilson's will had been redrafted to make Landy the chief beneficiary, collecting 70 per cent, with the remaining 30 per cent split evenly among Landy's girlfriend and Brian's two daughters. The lawsuit was settled out of court, and led to an independent conservator being granted limited power over Wilson's affairs. Finally, in 1991, the courts issued a separation order, forcing Landy out of Wilson's life altogether. The very mention of Landy's name brings a flicker of panic into Wilson's eyes. He doesn't want to talk about it. 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That he could go through what he did and come out OK was just amazing to me.' She believes that if he is in better shape than he has ever been it is because he now has 'a normalcy' which he never experienced before. 'Through that normal environment he's gained emotional security, and that's something he never had as a child, and didn't really have in his first marriage.' Their two adopted daughters – five-year-old Daria and three-year-old Delanie – are sisters, both adopted at birth. In recent years, Wilson has also been reconciled with his two daughters from his first marriage, Carnie and Wendy (who in the Eighties had chart success themselves as Wilson Phillips), from whom he was long estranged. 'I didn't pay attention to them and I was a bad dad, and then in 1989 I wrote some songs for them and the music brought us together,' he says, compressing 30 years' pain into one sentence. He still keeps musician's hours. He gets up around midday, then runs for a couple of miles, 'keeping up my health regime, my diet regime. Diet and exercise. They're the two most important things.' He reads to the children and plays the piano for them. He watches TV. 'But my favourite thing is going out to eat in a restaurant. It never ceases to amaze me. You sit there and all of a sudden there's food before you!' Wilson shakes his head in unfeigned wonder. 'It blows my mind. It just does.' It was largely at Melinda's instigation that he returned to touring. 'I felt he needed to get over this thing he called stage fright,' she says. 'And I felt that he needed to know what he meant to the world. I thought it would be very therapeutic for him to understand the impact he had made with his music. And it has been good for him. 'He wasn't comfortable at first. He was almost, like, robotic on stage. I'd hear these things, that people are making him do it. But nobody makes Brian do anything. He does not do anything he doesn't want to do. He just doesn't. He'll find a way to screw it up so bad and embarrass whoever's trying to make him do something. And the more he's done it the better he's got. And he likes doing it, he likes feeling the love.' 'Melinda convinced me to go on tour; it was her idea,' says Wilson. 'And look what happened! It's been fantastic and I've enjoyed it. It never ceases to amaze me. When I'm on stage I'm thanking God, if it wasn't for Melinda I wouldn't be up here performing.' What would you be doing otherwise? Wilson thinks about this. 'Exercising. But also sitting around a lot, not wanting to do anything. Watching the world go by.' So you'd lost motivation? 'Right.' And Melinda gave that back to you? 'She helped me out, yes she did.' Wilson says he doesn't listen to modern music these days. 'It doesn't satisfy my soul, and I can't figure it out.' He shrugs. 'Nothing touches me.' He listens to 'oldies-but-goodies' radio stations, to Nat 'King' Cole 'and the Christmas album by Phil Spector. 'Because it's getting to the holidays now, I'm starting to play his album a little bit early this year.' Spector, he says, warming to the subject, was 'a major god. The first Phil Spector record I heard was He's Sure the Boy I Love. And then I heard Da Doo Ron Ron, Be My Baby, Then He Kissed Me, Walking in the Rain... ' He smiles beatifically at the memory of all this. 'I could go on for ever... 'It opened the doors like you wouldn't believe. It opened up a door of creativity for me. Some people say drugs can open that door. But Phil Spector opened it for me. But I have to admit that I did smoke a little grass when I did Pet Sounds. That was the only album I ever smoked grass to make. But it was quite an experience because I could just feel the inspiration coming so fast. I couldn't believe where it was coming from. And the grass helped me to be creative; to look at my piano keys and say, look there's a whole keyboard here. On marijuana you can slip into a creative mode very comfortably, rather than going, I just can't get this written. 'I was 23 years old when I did Pet Sounds, and because of that my youth was there; my youth carried the load, and the creativity which stems from drugs. A lot of people say it's not good to take drugs; drugs are bad. I don't agree. I think now and then drugs can help.' He pauses, corrects himself. 'Basically medicine, not just drugs, is what I really mean. I take medicine every day. I take medicine for depression, for anxiety and to sleep at night. And it works, it really works. More people should look into taking medicine. A lot of people are out there with brain... what do you call it? Brain disorders. Some people need medicine to correct the imbalance in their brain. It keeps me stabilised. It keeps me on the ball. It keeps me thinking about the bigger picture. And the bigger picture is all that music out there that's been recorded; you have this amazing memory of all that music. It makes me want to create. 'When people like you, you don't want to let them down. You want to keep up the good music. And that's one of my problems with the writer's block: I'm so into pleasing people, and living up to my name.' Wilson shakes his head. 'I'm just wondering when the hell I'm going to get going.' There will be nights, says Melinda, when Wilson will go to the piano room 'and he'll play things like I've never heard in my life. And I'll listen, and I'll think, where is that coming from? And then the next day I'll say, play what you played last night. And he'll say, oh, I don't know what it was. So... I can't explain, and he can't either. 'I hear wonderful melodies coming from him. What I would say is that he doesn't want to share right now. But I don't question it, because he's being what he wants to be and doing what he wants to do. I believe his genius is still there. I believe that his best work is yet to come. One day he'll simply say, OK...' Murry Wilson died in 1973. Brian says he felt 'great remorse, scared and bummed. I loved him and he died.' Loved him despite the way he treated you? 'Yes.' His brother, Dennis, drowned in 1983, after diving, intoxicated, off the side of a boat in Santa Monica marina. At the time of his death, he was homeless, reduced to staying with friends and cadging drinks from strangers in bars. Carl Wilson died in 1998 of cancer. It is Carl who Brian thinks of now when he's performing. 'I feel a great sentiment when I sing Darlin' and God Only Knows, because he used to sing those on tour. And it's an emotional moment in my life when I sing those songs. It's a way for me to get in touch with my brother, even though he's dead he's still alive in the music, I think.' And Dennis? 'Yeah, Dennis was a great music maker. He was really good.' You must miss them terribly. 'I do.' He pauses for a moment, as if something has just occurred to him. 'I've survived my whole family,' he says. Perhaps, I say, there's a meaning in that. 'Maybe there is...' I ask him if he would mind sitting at the piano for a while. He nods and leads the way upstairs to the piano room. Walking in, you would have no sense of who Brian Wilson was and the monumental scale of his accomplishments. There is a desk with a handful of awards – a Grammy nomination, a lifetime achievement award – but no gold or platinum records on the wall, no framed concert posters, no evidence of his past. 'Brian,' says Melinda, 'doesn't like to wallow in the mire. That's what he calls it, 'wallowing in the mire'.' Wilson sits at the piano and begins to play Rhapsody in Blue, eyes closed as he leans into the music. Then stops. Something else has come into his mind. He strikes the first, familiar chords and starts singing, 'I may not always love you/ But long as there are stars above you/ You never need to doubt it/ I'll make you so sure about it/ God only knows what I'd be without you...' His voice is cracked, straining, unbearably poignant. Suddenly, it is as if all the stiffness and uneasiness that Wilson has been displaying for the past hour has lifted from his shoulders. Now he starts into Proud Mary, the old Creedence Clearwater Revival song. He has been working on a version in the studio that he'd like to release as a single, which he's sure would be a hit. I ask, would you like another number one? 'I'd love one!' Maybe, he says, the answer to his writer's block is to work with Phil Spector, 'although I don't know if it's possible. I know I could, but I don't know if he could. He's supposed to be hard to work with.' Does he realise how unlikely such a collaboration would be? Spector has not made a record in more than 20 years. Wilson met him several times in the Sixties. 'He was very egotistical, self-centred. A very... scary kind of talking style. Just a very scary person.' He seems to shudder slightly at the memory. Then he starts to play Be My Baby. Is this, I ask, the place where he feels safest and most secure? 'At my piano, yeah. I feel my name and myself is part of this piano right here.' Wilson taps the top of the piano with his hand and thinks about this. 'And in restaurants,' he says at last. 'I love restaurants.'
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Steph Claire Smith shares candid images of her postpartum body after welcoming her first child as she urges new mums to 'be gentle with themselves'
Steph Claire Smith and her husband Josh Miller welcomed their second child last month. And the 31-year-old influencer has posted an optimistic health update for followers. The KICPOD co-host shared a video which shows how her body has responded over the last two weeks after giving birth to her daughter Billie Claire Miller. Beginning with a brief scene showing off her slimmed down physique pre-pregnancy, Steph's video then shows her figure at 41 weeks. Another clip shows her swollen belly one hour after delivery. From A-list scandals and red carpet mishaps to exclusive pictures and viral moments, subscribe to the DailyMail's new showbiz newsletter to stay in the loop. The KICPOD co-host shared a video which shows how her body has responded over the last two weeks after giving birth to her daughter Billie Claire Miller More scenes show Steph's belly 'reducing' steadily over a period of 14 days, with the last clip showing a drastically reduced bump. 'The female body is phenomenal,' Steph said in a lengthy story accompanying the post. 'The miracle of carrying and birthing a human being is wild - and the bodies response to it all is just so incredible.' Telling her followers that she did want to trigger 'comparisons' she added that 'no two pregnancies are the same. No two births are the same and no two postpartum journeys are the same. 'I'm simply sharing it because I'm blown away with how my body has done what it has done.' Elsewhere in the post Steph acknowledged she felt 'weak' on some days and added, 'But then I remember what my body has just been through and I realise it's the best example of 'strength' there is! She ended her post with a message to followers experiencing a similar path. 'Be kind to yourself throughout your pregnancy journey,' she said. More scenes show Steph's belly 'reducing' steadily over a period of 14 days, with the last clip showing a drastically reduced bump 'Your body is doing SO much. Marvel at what it can do. Particularly postpartum. Be gentle. And appreciate all that is happening inside, slowly pulling all your bits back into place. 'No matter what changes hang around, they're just evidence of what your body has accomplished. F*** bounce back… bounce forward into a new you instead.' Followers were quick to enthusiastically support Steph's post. 'You are incredible,' gushed one fan, while another added, 'jJst beautiful the human body so precious it just knows all xx,' 'My favorite is the happiness and self love I feel from you at every stage,' messaged another. It comes after Steph and her husband Josh Miller announced that had welcomed their second child last month. 'She's here,' wrote Steph on the Instagram share. 'Billie Claire Miller joined us on Wednesday & we're so in love. So excited to take her home to her big brother.' The fitness influencer announced in November she was expecting her second child. Steph and Josh tied the knot in November 2019 in a festival-themed ceremony along the Murray River. They got married exactly one year after getting engaged at the same location. The happy couple went on to welcome their first child, Harvey, together in May 2021.
