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Car crash left Freddie Flintoff 'wishing he died' in lowest moments
Car crash left Freddie Flintoff 'wishing he died' in lowest moments

STV News

time24-04-2025

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Car crash left Freddie Flintoff 'wishing he died' in lowest moments

Andrew 'Freddie' Flintoff has admitted the aftermath of his life-changing Top Gear car crash left him wishing he had died. The former England cricket star suffered a serious accident during filming for the programme in 2022, enduring major facial injuries. He speaks at length on the incident in new Disney+ documentary 'Flintoff', set to be released on Friday. 'After the accident I didn't think I had it in me to get through,' Flintoff said. 'This sounds awful… part of me wishes I'd been killed. Part of me thinks, I wish I'd died. 'I didn't want to kill myself… I wouldn't mistake the two things. I was not wishing, I was just thinking, 'this would have been so much easier'. 'Now I try to take the attitude that the sun will come up tomorrow and my kids will still give me a hug. I'm probably in a better place now.' The documentary ends with its subject back involved in the sport that made his name, as head coach of England Lions and Northern Superchargers, and back in the television studio in a reboot of darts show Bullseye. Flintoff also revealed he has regular flashbacks to the accident. 'I don't think I'm ever going to be better… just different now. I'm getting there slowly,' he said. His wife Rachael said: 'I do think cricket saved him. It gave him a reason for being again.' In the documentary, his surgeon Jahrad Haq, described Flintoff's injuries as one of the five worst he has come across in 20 years, and likens the reconstruction process to a jigsaw with missing pieces. Recalling the crash, Flintoff said: 'I remember my head got hit, I got dragged out. I went over the back of the car and it pulled my face down on the runway, about 50 metres, underneath the car. 'My biggest fear was, I didn't think I had a face. I thought my face had come off. I was frightened to death.' The BBC 'rested' Top Gear for the foreseeable future in 2023 after reaching a financial settlement with Flintoff, an agreement reportedly worth around £9 million. The 47-year-old appears resentful about the entertainment culture he was involved in, likening it to his own injury-ravaged playing career. 'Everybody wants more. Everybody want to dig that bit deeper,' he said. 'I learned this in sport as well. All the injuries, all the injections, all the times I got sent out on a cricket field and treated like a piece of meat. That's TV and sport. It's quite similar, you're just a commodity. You're a piece of meat.' STV News is now on WhatsApp Get all the latest news from around the country Follow STV News

Andrew Flintoff admits wishing he had died during recovery from Top Gear crash
Andrew Flintoff admits wishing he had died during recovery from Top Gear crash

Powys County Times

time24-04-2025

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  • Powys County Times

Andrew Flintoff admits wishing he had died during recovery from Top Gear crash

Cricket star Andrew 'Freddie' Flintoff has admitted that a part of him wished he had died after his crash at the Top Gear test track. The 47-year-old speaks about the accident in a new Disney+ documentary, which includes graphic photos of his wounds and commentary from an oral and maxillofacial surgeon who witnessed his injuries. At one stage, he says: 'After the accident I didn't think I had it in me to get through. This sounds awful … part of me wishes I'd been killed. Part of me thinks, I wish I'd died. 'I didn't want to kill myself … I wouldn't mistake the two things. 'I was not wishing, I was just thinking, 'this would have been so much easier'. 'Now I try to take the attitude that the sun will come up tomorrow and my kids will still give me a hug. I'm probably in a better place now.' Reflecting on his recovery, the former England cricket captain says his then three-and-a-half-year-old son Preston 'wouldn't come near me'. 'I think it frightened him, my face, it frightened me. That was heartbreaking,' he says in the film. 'I've got PTSD and I get anxious, for periods of time, I just find myself crying for no particular reason.' Flintoff also said that he relives the crash every night when he goes to bed and described the experience as a 'vivid' movie. 'Even the memories of it are real, to the point where now I'm talking about it and I'm getting a bit jittery and I can feel the pain on the side of my face', he says. 'I can feel like a phantom pain. It's like a bit of a curse, really.' Former Top Gear presenter Flintoff was taken to hospital after he was hurt while filming the BBC motoring show at its test track at Dunsfold Aerodrome in Surrey in December 2022. Recalling the accident, he says: 'I thought I was dead because I was conscious but I couldn't see anything. 'I was thinking 'is that it?''. He added: 'My biggest fear was, I didn't think I had a face. I thought my face had come off. I was frightened to death.' The BBC 'rested' Top Gear for the foreseeable future in 2023 after reaching a financial settlement with Flintoff, an agreement reportedly worth around £9million. In the documentary Flintoff appears resentful about the entertainment culture he was involved in, likening it to his own injury-ravaged playing career. 'Everybody wants more. Everybody want to dig that bit deeper,' he says. Flintoff also speaks about his relationship with alcohol and experience with bulimia in the 90-minute documentary. Comedian Jack Whitehall and actor and TV presenter James Corden, who appeared alongside him on A League Of Their Own, feature in the film, with Whitehall admitting that he was bulimic when he started his television career. Speaking ahead of the documentary's premiere, Flintoff told the PA news agency that he been asked to do autobiographical-style pieces before 'and always found it a bit embarrassing.' 'The nice thing I suppose from a cricket sense is looking back on it, on a cricket career, which I don't tend to do to be honest, I tend to look forward,' he said. He added: 'For me, I think people watch it and make their own minds up about me. 'I'm not trying to influence that. I've made it. It's gonna be out there, and it's up to people to decide. I'm sure there'll be some opinions.' Referencing the crash, he said: 'It took a while, it's been hard. It's still a work in progress. I'm different but I'm all right.' Speaking about the future, he added: 'I'm comfortable in what I'm doing now. I really enjoy it. You know, I do the odd TV job but I'm happy'. Flintoff led the Northern Superchargers in the most recent edition of The Hundred and in December 2024 he presented a festive version of darts-themed game show Bullseye on ITV. Flintoff will premiere exclusively on Disney+ in the UK and Ireland on Friday April 25.

Car crash left Freddie Flintoff 'wishing he died' in lowest moments
Car crash left Freddie Flintoff 'wishing he died' in lowest moments

ITV News

time24-04-2025

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Car crash left Freddie Flintoff 'wishing he died' in lowest moments

Andrew 'Freddie' Flintoff has admitted the aftermath of his life-changing Top Gear car crash left him wishing he had former England cricket star suffered a serious accident during filming for the programme in 2022, enduring major facial speaks at length on the incident in new Disney+ documentary 'Flintoff', set to be released on Friday. 'After the accident I didn't think I had it in me to get through," Flintoff said. "This sounds awful... part of me wishes I'd been killed. Part of me thinks, I wish I'd died.'I didn't want to kill myself… I wouldn't mistake the two things. I was not wishing, I was just thinking, 'this would have been so much easier'. "Now I try to take the attitude that the sun will come up tomorrow and my kids will still give me a hug. I'm probably in a better place now.'The documentary ends with its subject back involved in the sport that made his name, as head coach of England Lions and Northern Superchargers, and back in the television studio in a reboot of darts show Bullseye. Flintoff also revealed he has regular flashbacks to the accident. 'I don't think I'm ever going to be better… just different now. I'm getting there slowly," he said. His wife Rachael said: 'I do think cricket saved him. It gave him a reason for being again.' In the documentary, his surgeon Jahrad Haq, described Flintoff's injuries as one of the five worst he has come across in 20 years, and likens the reconstruction process to a jigsaw with missing pieces. Recalling the crash, Flintoff said: 'I remember my head got hit, I got dragged out. I went over the back of the car and it pulled my face down on the runway, about 50 metres, underneath the car. 'My biggest fear was, I didn't think I had a face. I thought my face had come off. I was frightened to death.' The BBC 'rested' Top Gear for the foreseeable future in 2023 after reaching a financial settlement with Flintoff, an agreement reportedly worth around £9 million. The 47-year-old appears resentful about the entertainment culture he was involved in, likening it to his own injury-ravaged playing career. 'Everybody wants more. Everybody want to dig that bit deeper,' he said. 'I learned this in sport as well. All the injuries, all the injections, all the times I got sent out on a cricket field and treated like a piece of meat. That's TV and sport. It's quite similar, you're just a commodity. You're a piece of meat.'

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