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Gizmodo
a day ago
- Entertainment
- Gizmodo
What the Hell Just Happened on ‘Doctor Who'?
Doctor Who's latest season has just come to an end—and with it, we just got hit with an absolute shocker of a cliffhanger. Let's discuss, shall we? Preparing to sacrifice himself to shift time and save the young Poppy–a descendant of human and Time Lord biology–by shunting his regenerative energy into the Time Vortex, the 15th Doctor shuts himself in his TARDIS and flies away, bracing to give it all. The paradox of time itself splitting apart, however, gives him a helping hand… in the form of none other than Jodie Whittaker's 13th Doctor. Who doesn't take much convincing, strewn out of her own timestream by the impending schism, to help this new Doctor say good bye for the sake of reality. After an emotional farewell where the two of them ruminate on lives cut short, the Doctor exposes himself to the TARDIS' console, practically ripping the regenerative energy out of his own body to blast the time machine. Everything shatters, and the Doctor realises that his time his up. Delaying regeneration as long as possible, the 15th Doctor starts his long goodbye, realising that he's managed to save the day and bring Poppy to back to existence. Bidding a tearful goodbye to Belinda and Poppy (who has become human in the process of being restored), the Doctor returns to the TARDIS. Unable to hold it back any longer, the 15th Doctor begins his regeneration, bursting with golden light as he stands leaning out of the TARDIS doors and into the whole universe. He changes. Into a woman. A blonde woman. She looks an awful lot like Rose Tyler, because Billie Piper is the Doctor. 'Oh hello,' the new Doctor says. And that's how Doctor Who's current season comes to an end. Just how long we have to wait to see the ramifications of the 16th Doctor's familiar face remains to be seen. The BBC and Disney have yet to confirm just when, or if, Doctor Who will return in its current form. There's probably something to be said with the fact that the episode credits Piper as-is, rather than introducing Billie Piper 'as The Doctor', as is the usual tradition with these things (for what it's worth, by Ncuti Gatwa and Jodie Whittaker were credited as such, making the absence for Piper stand out all the more. Neither company has yet to officially confirm future seasons of Doctor Who, although a regeneration, with Piper or otherwise, obviously leaves things open for a new era to begin at some point. Not even a Christmas special for 2025 was commissioned, and with the upcoming spinoff War Between Land and the Sea on the way, it might be a good while yet until we see just what the real deal is here. Regardless though, Ncuti Gatwa's time on Doctor Who has come to an end… and very uncertain future lies ahead of the TARDIS' latest inhabitant. We'll be back on Monday to deliver our full recap of 'The Reality War.' In the meantime, let us know what you thought in the comments.


Scotsman
2 days ago
- Entertainment
- Scotsman
Doctor Who finale: what time is it on TV, iPlayer, Disney+?
The Reality War is coming to Doctor Who - but don't get caught out by the TV schedule Sign up to our Arts and Culture newsletter Sign up Thank you for signing up! Did you know with a Digital Subscription to The Scotsman, you can get unlimited access to the website including our premium content, as well as benefiting from fewer ads, loyalty rewards and much more. Learn More Sorry, there seem to be some issues. Please try again later. Submitting... Doctor Who's extra-long finale is set to be released today (May 31). It follows on from last weekend's dramatic cliff-hanger. But what time will the episode be out? Doctor Who will bring the curtain down on its latest season in just a matter of hours. It picks-up the action after the dramatic cliff-hanger last weekend. The Reality War sees Ncuti Gatwa's Doctor facing old foes like The Rani in a terrifying battle. Russell T Davies, Showrunner added: "The Doctor is doomed, Belinda is lost, Ruby is trapped, UNIT is powerless, the Unholy Trinity rule supreme and the Underverse is rising. Advertisement Hide Ad Advertisement Hide Ad 'And now we can all experience this devastating climax together, all at the same time, with a unique worldwide premiere. I can promise shocks, scares and revelations off the scale. Come and have fun!" But when exactly is the episode on and why is it late to Disney Plus? Here's all you need to know: What time is Doctor Who on TV today? Doctor Who 2025 | BBC During its latest season, the iconic sci-fi show has been moved around a fair bit on the TV schedule. The finale is due to start at 6.50pm today (May 31), it has been confirmed. Advertisement Hide Ad Advertisement Hide Ad It will be live on BBC One/ HD from that time. According to the schedule it will be the longest episode of the season. How long is Doctor Who's latest episode? The Doctor and Belinda's adventures this season have been fairly consistent when it comes to runtimes. Episodes have been around 45 minutes each - however the finale will be a bumper length one. According to the schedule it is due to last for 1 hour 10 minutes. It is due to finish at 8pm, having started at 6.50pm. When is the episode on iPlayer and Disney Plus? Throughout the season, Doctor Who episodes have arrived on BBC iPlayer and Disney Plus on a Saturday morning - ahead of it being broadcast on TV. However for the finale, this is being shaken-up dramatically. Advertisement Hide Ad Advertisement Hide Ad The episode will be released simultaneously on BBC One, iPlayer and Disney Plus (outside the UK) this evening. It will be available to watch from 6.50pm GMT. What to expect from Doctor Who this week? The preview for the episode, via Radio Times , is rather succinct. It reads: 'Battle rages across the skies as the Rani and her allies unleash their deadly ambition. The Doctor, Belinda and Ruby have to risk everything in the quest to save one innocent life.'


Scotsman
2 days ago
- Entertainment
- Scotsman
Doctor Who finale: what time is it on TV, iPlayer, Disney+?
The Reality War is coming to Doctor Who - but don't get caught out by the TV schedule Sign up to our daily newsletter Sign up Thank you for signing up! Did you know with a Digital Subscription to Edinburgh News, you can get unlimited access to the website including our premium content, as well as benefiting from fewer ads, loyalty rewards and much more. Learn More Sorry, there seem to be some issues. Please try again later. Submitting... Doctor Who's extra-long finale is set to be released today (May 31). It follows on from last weekend's dramatic cliff-hanger. But what time will the episode be out? Doctor Who will bring the curtain down on its latest season in just a matter of hours. It picks-up the action after the dramatic cliff-hanger last weekend. The Reality War sees Ncuti Gatwa's Doctor facing old foes like The Rani in a terrifying battle. Russell T Davies, Showrunner added: "The Doctor is doomed, Belinda is lost, Ruby is trapped, UNIT is powerless, the Unholy Trinity rule supreme and the Underverse is rising. Advertisement Hide Ad Advertisement Hide Ad 'And now we can all experience this devastating climax together, all at the same time, with a unique worldwide premiere. I can promise shocks, scares and revelations off the scale. Come and have fun!" But when exactly is the episode on and why is it late to Disney Plus? Here's all you need to know: What time is Doctor Who on TV today? Doctor Who 2025 | BBC During its latest season, the iconic sci-fi show has been moved around a fair bit on the TV schedule. The finale is due to start at 6.50pm today (May 31), it has been confirmed. Advertisement Hide Ad Advertisement Hide Ad It will be live on BBC One/ HD from that time. According to the schedule it will be the longest episode of the season. How long is Doctor Who's latest episode? The Doctor and Belinda's adventures this season have been fairly consistent when it comes to runtimes. Episodes have been around 45 minutes each - however the finale will be a bumper length one. According to the schedule it is due to last for 1 hour 10 minutes. It is due to finish at 8pm, having started at 6.50pm. When is the episode on iPlayer and Disney Plus? Throughout the season, Doctor Who episodes have arrived on BBC iPlayer and Disney Plus on a Saturday morning - ahead of it being broadcast on TV. However for the finale, this is being shaken-up dramatically. Advertisement Hide Ad Advertisement Hide Ad The episode will be released simultaneously on BBC One, iPlayer and Disney Plus (outside the UK) this evening. It will be available to watch from 6.50pm GMT. What to expect from Doctor Who this week? The preview for the episode, via Radio Times , is rather succinct. It reads: 'Battle rages across the skies as the Rani and her allies unleash their deadly ambition. The Doctor, Belinda and Ruby have to risk everything in the quest to save one innocent life.' Have you got a story you want to share with our readers? You can now send it to us online via YourWorld at . It's free to use and, once checked, your story will appear on our website and, space allowing, in our newspapers.


The Advertiser
3 days ago
- Business
- The Advertiser
'Amazing': Former Knights star's huge donation to Ronald McDonald House
The MacDougall Foundation will give $2 million for the expansion of Ronald McDonald House in Newcastle. Former Newcastle Knights star Adam MacDougall and his wife Belinda, known for creating the Man Shake and Lady Shake, own the foundation. The money will go towards stage one of the "Building a Bigger Heart" project. The first stage includes three self-contained family units, with a second stage to add eight more. Ronald McDonald House, which is on the grounds of John Hunter Children's Hospital, currently has 12 rooms and six self-contained units. Donna Horsey, head fundraiser at Ronald McDonald House Charities Northern NSW, said "we're currently turning families away". "We want to make sure we don't have to say no to any family." Ronald McDonald House Northern NSW CEO Ross Bingham said "we are incredibly grateful" to the MacDougalls. "This extremely generous gift will make a world of difference for hundreds of families, giving them a home away from home so they can be near their sick child in hospital," Mr Bingham said. Ms Horsey added that the donation was "absolutely amazing". "It means the world." The MacDougalls co-founded Cranky Health in their garage in 2013, which led to their successful meal replacement shakes. They sold 70 per cent of the business in 2022. Mr MacDougall is listed among Australia's wealthiest 250 people with a $650 million fortune. "We had the Man Shake for 10 years. We had always donated a certain amount of our revenue to charities," he said. The foundation enabled them to "have an ongoing ability to help people in need". "I think good businesses set out to make a difference and be good corporate citizens and good people," he said. "If you can help, you should help." He had heard stories of people with sick children having to sleep in their cars at John Hunter. "It's heartbreaking," he said. The couple have two daughters Harlow, 10, and Mili, 8. "We're trying to teach our kids at a young age about giving back. One day they'll take over the foundation," Mrs MacDougall said. She said the foundation's goal was to "help anybody or charity that is struggling in all sorts of areas". "Being local, we look at Newcastle-based projects first. We do have a passion for mental health, kids and the Salvation Army." Mr MacDougall said the $2 million donation to Ronald McDonald House would enable "others to come on board for the second stage, which is pretty cool." The couple started their nutrition business after Adam's best mate Dennis died of a heart attack in his 40s. "We thought if we could change one person's life, maybe they could change somebody else's," he said. While the success of their business was a team effort, Adam said "I was lucky I had Belinda". "She had been very successful in business previously. She's really smart. I was lucky to stand on her shoulders. "Any great business has co-founders. I found a good one who was also my wife. She instilled a lot of belief in me." Belinda came up with the famous Man Shake name. "Adam said it was the worst name I've ever heard. I still remind him to this day." The MacDougall Foundation will give $2 million for the expansion of Ronald McDonald House in Newcastle. Former Newcastle Knights star Adam MacDougall and his wife Belinda, known for creating the Man Shake and Lady Shake, own the foundation. The money will go towards stage one of the "Building a Bigger Heart" project. The first stage includes three self-contained family units, with a second stage to add eight more. Ronald McDonald House, which is on the grounds of John Hunter Children's Hospital, currently has 12 rooms and six self-contained units. Donna Horsey, head fundraiser at Ronald McDonald House Charities Northern NSW, said "we're currently turning families away". "We want to make sure we don't have to say no to any family." Ronald McDonald House Northern NSW CEO Ross Bingham said "we are incredibly grateful" to the MacDougalls. "This extremely generous gift will make a world of difference for hundreds of families, giving them a home away from home so they can be near their sick child in hospital," Mr Bingham said. Ms Horsey added that the donation was "absolutely amazing". "It means the world." The MacDougalls co-founded Cranky Health in their garage in 2013, which led to their successful meal replacement shakes. They sold 70 per cent of the business in 2022. Mr MacDougall is listed among Australia's wealthiest 250 people with a $650 million fortune. "We had the Man Shake for 10 years. We had always donated a certain amount of our revenue to charities," he said. The foundation enabled them to "have an ongoing ability to help people in need". "I think good businesses set out to make a difference and be good corporate citizens and good people," he said. "If you can help, you should help." He had heard stories of people with sick children having to sleep in their cars at John Hunter. "It's heartbreaking," he said. The couple have two daughters Harlow, 10, and Mili, 8. "We're trying to teach our kids at a young age about giving back. One day they'll take over the foundation," Mrs MacDougall said. She said the foundation's goal was to "help anybody or charity that is struggling in all sorts of areas". "Being local, we look at Newcastle-based projects first. We do have a passion for mental health, kids and the Salvation Army." Mr MacDougall said the $2 million donation to Ronald McDonald House would enable "others to come on board for the second stage, which is pretty cool." The couple started their nutrition business after Adam's best mate Dennis died of a heart attack in his 40s. "We thought if we could change one person's life, maybe they could change somebody else's," he said. While the success of their business was a team effort, Adam said "I was lucky I had Belinda". "She had been very successful in business previously. She's really smart. I was lucky to stand on her shoulders. "Any great business has co-founders. I found a good one who was also my wife. She instilled a lot of belief in me." Belinda came up with the famous Man Shake name. "Adam said it was the worst name I've ever heard. I still remind him to this day." The MacDougall Foundation will give $2 million for the expansion of Ronald McDonald House in Newcastle. Former Newcastle Knights star Adam MacDougall and his wife Belinda, known for creating the Man Shake and Lady Shake, own the foundation. The money will go towards stage one of the "Building a Bigger Heart" project. The first stage includes three self-contained family units, with a second stage to add eight more. Ronald McDonald House, which is on the grounds of John Hunter Children's Hospital, currently has 12 rooms and six self-contained units. Donna Horsey, head fundraiser at Ronald McDonald House Charities Northern NSW, said "we're currently turning families away". "We want to make sure we don't have to say no to any family." Ronald McDonald House Northern NSW CEO Ross Bingham said "we are incredibly grateful" to the MacDougalls. "This extremely generous gift will make a world of difference for hundreds of families, giving them a home away from home so they can be near their sick child in hospital," Mr Bingham said. Ms Horsey added that the donation was "absolutely amazing". "It means the world." The MacDougalls co-founded Cranky Health in their garage in 2013, which led to their successful meal replacement shakes. They sold 70 per cent of the business in 2022. Mr MacDougall is listed among Australia's wealthiest 250 people with a $650 million fortune. "We had the Man Shake for 10 years. We had always donated a certain amount of our revenue to charities," he said. The foundation enabled them to "have an ongoing ability to help people in need". "I think good businesses set out to make a difference and be good corporate citizens and good people," he said. "If you can help, you should help." He had heard stories of people with sick children having to sleep in their cars at John Hunter. "It's heartbreaking," he said. The couple have two daughters Harlow, 10, and Mili, 8. "We're trying to teach our kids at a young age about giving back. One day they'll take over the foundation," Mrs MacDougall said. She said the foundation's goal was to "help anybody or charity that is struggling in all sorts of areas". "Being local, we look at Newcastle-based projects first. We do have a passion for mental health, kids and the Salvation Army." Mr MacDougall said the $2 million donation to Ronald McDonald House would enable "others to come on board for the second stage, which is pretty cool." The couple started their nutrition business after Adam's best mate Dennis died of a heart attack in his 40s. "We thought if we could change one person's life, maybe they could change somebody else's," he said. While the success of their business was a team effort, Adam said "I was lucky I had Belinda". "She had been very successful in business previously. She's really smart. I was lucky to stand on her shoulders. "Any great business has co-founders. I found a good one who was also my wife. She instilled a lot of belief in me." Belinda came up with the famous Man Shake name. "Adam said it was the worst name I've ever heard. I still remind him to this day." The MacDougall Foundation will give $2 million for the expansion of Ronald McDonald House in Newcastle. Former Newcastle Knights star Adam MacDougall and his wife Belinda, known for creating the Man Shake and Lady Shake, own the foundation. The money will go towards stage one of the "Building a Bigger Heart" project. The first stage includes three self-contained family units, with a second stage to add eight more. Ronald McDonald House, which is on the grounds of John Hunter Children's Hospital, currently has 12 rooms and six self-contained units. Donna Horsey, head fundraiser at Ronald McDonald House Charities Northern NSW, said "we're currently turning families away". "We want to make sure we don't have to say no to any family." Ronald McDonald House Northern NSW CEO Ross Bingham said "we are incredibly grateful" to the MacDougalls. "This extremely generous gift will make a world of difference for hundreds of families, giving them a home away from home so they can be near their sick child in hospital," Mr Bingham said. Ms Horsey added that the donation was "absolutely amazing". "It means the world." The MacDougalls co-founded Cranky Health in their garage in 2013, which led to their successful meal replacement shakes. They sold 70 per cent of the business in 2022. Mr MacDougall is listed among Australia's wealthiest 250 people with a $650 million fortune. "We had the Man Shake for 10 years. We had always donated a certain amount of our revenue to charities," he said. The foundation enabled them to "have an ongoing ability to help people in need". "I think good businesses set out to make a difference and be good corporate citizens and good people," he said. "If you can help, you should help." He had heard stories of people with sick children having to sleep in their cars at John Hunter. "It's heartbreaking," he said. The couple have two daughters Harlow, 10, and Mili, 8. "We're trying to teach our kids at a young age about giving back. One day they'll take over the foundation," Mrs MacDougall said. She said the foundation's goal was to "help anybody or charity that is struggling in all sorts of areas". "Being local, we look at Newcastle-based projects first. We do have a passion for mental health, kids and the Salvation Army." Mr MacDougall said the $2 million donation to Ronald McDonald House would enable "others to come on board for the second stage, which is pretty cool." The couple started their nutrition business after Adam's best mate Dennis died of a heart attack in his 40s. "We thought if we could change one person's life, maybe they could change somebody else's," he said. While the success of their business was a team effort, Adam said "I was lucky I had Belinda". "She had been very successful in business previously. She's really smart. I was lucky to stand on her shoulders. "Any great business has co-founders. I found a good one who was also my wife. She instilled a lot of belief in me." Belinda came up with the famous Man Shake name. "Adam said it was the worst name I've ever heard. I still remind him to this day."


Scottish Sun
3 days ago
- Scottish Sun
Sick Mohamed Fayed raped me before Harrods bosses forced me into abortion & then fired me, says victim in bombshell book
Belinda was invited to Fayed's private apartment - little did she know what horror awaited her behind closed doors 'RAPED' BY MONSTER Sick Mohamed Fayed raped me before Harrods bosses forced me into abortion & then fired me, says victim in bombshell book HARRODS fiend Mohamed Fayed raped an employee who was then pressured to have an abortion by store bosses, an explosive new book claims. Speaking for the first time, the woman using alias Belinda says a Fayed doctor helped arrange the termination of her baby after insisting: 'Harrods will pay for it.' 7 Mohamed Fayed raped an employee who was then pressured to have an abortion by Harrods staff, an explosive new book reveals Credit: Times Newspapers Ltd 7 In The Monster of Harrods, author Alison shares Belinda's experiences which would scar her for life Credit: AFP When Belinda said she wanted to meet a friend to talk matters through, it is alleged the store's head of security strong-armed her into aborting and keeping it secret. The former perfume counter worker, who was left suicidal by her ordeal, reveals in new book The Monster Of Harrods: 'I had the abortion, they gave me an envelope with £1,000 in it — and told me that I no longer had a job.' She adds: 'I went home and I've never been back to Harrods since. 'Losing a baby like that was hard — no woman wants to have her rapist's baby — but I never had children. I was scarred by what I went through and sometimes think about how different my life might have been if I'd never gone to work at Harrods.' On Wednesday a group handed a letter to Downing Street calling for witnesses to be compelled to answer questions under oath about who covered up Fayed's offending. More than 500 women have come forward to say they were raped or sexually abused by Harrods and Fulham FC owner Fayed, who died in 2023 aged 94. If true, it would make him a predator on the scale of BBC beast Jimmy Savile, whose reign of terror emerged after his death in 2011. Belinda's ordeal began almost 30 years ago when she got a job at the store in Knightsbridge, London. She was soon noticed by Fayed and offered a promotion from the sales floor to the buying team, which was her dream A few days later, he invited her to his private apartment. Police launch probe into individuals who enabled Mohamed Al Fayed's campaign of sexual abuse In the book, by Alison Kervin, Belinda says: 'When I look back now, I wish I'd spoken to someone . . . anyone. But I didn't. I went up to his apartment and I was raped by him.' When she later realised she was pregnant she met Harrods doctor Wendy Snell — now dead — who told her that 'I should keep quiet about it and she'd arrange for me to have an abortion'. She was told she would have to sign a non-disclosure agreement (NDA) but insisted she first wanted to discuss matters with a pal, the next day. But before she met the friend, in a South London cafe, she realised she was being followed by two men — one of whom she recognised as Harrods security chief John Macnamara. Belinda says Macnamara — now also dead — 'turned nasty' and made her sign the NDA, saying 'he knew where my parents lived'. I had the abortion, and they gave me an envelope with £1,000 in it and told me I no longer had a job Belinda In Fayed's lifetime, 21 women made allegations against him. Four were reports of rape, 16 of sexual assault and one of trafficking. The Met Police twice sent files for a charging decision to the CPS relating to three victims in 2008 and one other in 2015. On a further three occasions, in 2018, 2021 and 2023, the CPS was asked for what is called early investigative advice from cops. But no charges were ever brought. Last year, though, the Met said it was investigating at least five people it believes may have assisted or enabled Fayed's alleged offences. 7 When Belinda realised she was pregnant she met Harrods doctor Wendy Snell — now dead — who told her that 'I should keep quiet about it and she'd arrange for me to have an abortion' Credit: Medstars 7 Harrods security chief John Macnamara told Belinda she would be given money for an abortion and needed to sign an NDA Credit: PA The Met is being investigated by the police watchdog amid claims it failed to pursue him properly. In The Monster of Harrods, author Alison shares Belinda's experiences which would scar her for life. Belinda says: 'I wouldn't be exaggerating if I said that Fayed ruined everything for me, for ever, the day he raped me.' She was working on the perfume sales floor when she found herself at the centre of Fayed's fantasies. Belinda says in the book: 'The chairman's personal assistant called and asked me to come to his office. 'He seemed genuinely impressed and said he could get me a job in the buying department, which was something I desperately wanted.' A few days later, Belinda was moved to the department. Then she was invited to Fayed's private apartment, and thought he might explain what her new role involved. 'SOILED GOODS' Little did she know what horror awaited her behind closed doors. She says that after the rape, she fled the apartment, past security guards, and ran home. Next morning she called in sick — and when she went in the morning after that, her desk had disappeared and she had been moved back to the sales floor. She says: 'I was soiled goods. I was made to feel disgusting, and I'd done nothing wrong other than be attacked by this man.' Two months went by, with Belinda hiding whenever Fayed went past. She says: 'I was worried if he saw me there he might sack me.' One day Belinda realised it had been ages since her period. She says: 'I went to the chemist's and bought a pregnancy testing kit. 'It was positive. I hadn't slept with anyone for months. I knew it must be my rapist's child. 'I felt scared, alone and terrified. I kept thinking that maybe the test was wrong. Then I made the most stupid mistake of my life. I went to see Dr Wendy Snell. "I told her I might be pregnant and she gave me a test to do. When it came back positive, I burst into tears and explained what had happened. 'She told me I should keep quiet and she'd arrange for me to have an abortion. Harrods would pay for it and no one would find out. She told me to come back next day and it would be arranged. "All I had to do was sign an NDA and the rest would be taken care of. 'At no time did she say, 'Do you want this baby?' That wasn't on the cards because it wouldn't have suited the chairman, and his views were all that mattered. 'I didn't go back the next day. I felt too nervous and confused. Instead, I phoned in sick and made a plan to meet a friend in a cafe to see what she thought I should do. 'I left home at 11am and realised straightaway I was being followed. 'As I got to the cafe in Putney, two men approached me. I recognised one from the store. I now know he was John Macnamara.' She was told she would be given money for an abortion and needed to sign an NDA. I went to the chemist's and bought a pregnancy testing kit. It was positive. I hadn't slept with anyone for months. I knew it must be my rapist's child Belinda But Belinda said she wanted to talk to someone first. She says: 'They turned nasty and said there was no time to mess around and I had to sign it straightaway. 'One — I think it was Macnamara — said he knew where my parents lived and would cause trouble if I breathed a word. "I was basically made to sign the NDA, then they said I was to leave for work as usual the next morning, and they would accompany me to have an abortion. My parents are both alive and neither knows.' 7 More than 500 women have come forward to say they were raped or sexually abused by Harrods and Fulham FC owner Fayed Credit: PA 7 BBC beast Jimmy Savile, whose reign of terror emerged after his death in 2011 Credit: Getty 7 The Monster of Harrods: Al-Fayed and the secret, shameful history of a British institution, by Alison Kervin, is on sale on June 5 Belinda says she had the abortion, was given £1,000 and told she was no longer a Harrods employee. She adds: 'The fact the doctor was in on it and was acting against my best interests was just awful. 'That vile organisation headed by a monster, it makes me want to scream and lash out. I wish he was still alive. I wish we could all go and kill him. 'How does one man get away with decades of abusing women and never get caught?'