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Scottish Sun
4 days ago
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I never knew being loud & angry was toxic until Ercan asked me 1 thing during a row – it changed me, says Vicky Pattison
This follow Vicky describing her 'difficult' first year of marriage TOXIC TRAIT I never knew being loud & angry was toxic until Ercan asked me 1 thing during a row – it changed me, says Vicky Pattison Click to share on X/Twitter (Opens in new window) Click to share on Facebook (Opens in new window) VICKY Pattison revealed the one poignant question husband Ercan Ramadan asked her during a petty row which changed her forever. The reality star, 37, said on Pete Wicks' Man Made podcast how her clothing brand owner partner, 41, has been helping her unlearn 'toxic' habits. 5 Vicky Pattison Credit: Fabulous Magazine 5 Vicky tied the knot with Ercan Ramadan in 2024 Credit: Instagram 5 The reality star, pictured on Geordie Shore, shared how she used to 'shout' and be 'angry' - until Ercan made a comment Credit: MTV She shared: 'I had always saw communication from a very young age, being the child of an alcoholic, communication was loud. 'It's often quite scary but you quickly adapt to that, children do. 'I assumed in a relationship when you loved someone, you shouted basically. 'That's how I communicate, I'm angry, I'm loud and I never thought it was toxic. It was what I assumed you did.' However, former Geordie Shore star Vicky said everything changed when she had a 'little row' with her then-boyfriend six months into their relationship. She continued: 'Honeymoon period's over. He's seeing the real me. 'I'm not pretending I like football and kebabs anymore, I'm giving him the full Vicky Pattison experience which is terrifying. 'I remember we had this little row and I instantly escalated it because that's what I did.' Vicky said that the sentence that Ercan said to her made her rethink her behaviour in relationships. She explained: 'He stood there really quietly and he looked back and said 'why are you shouting at me when you're meant to love me?' Vicky Pattison reveals 'difficult' first year of marriage with husband Ercan 'I'm not often speechless and he completely stopped me in my tracks. 'All of my defences, all of my walls, all of my anger, it all just melted away in an instant. 'I was like 'I don't know why', because this is what I have always done and this is what men have always done to me and I didn't know there was another way to communicate even when you loved someone, I thought that's what you did.' Vicky and Ercan have been together since 2019, and he popped the question in 2022, with the pair tying the knot in Italy in 2024. Speaking of her husband, the TV and radio star said: 'Ercan's taught me an awful lot about what a healthy relationship should look like, what communication can be, what a man can be.' 5 The couple said 'I do' at The Old Marylebone Town Hall in 2024 before an Italian wedding Credit: Splash TOUGH YEAR Despite only getting married in August 2024, Vicky has previously opened up about it being a difficult first year. Speaking to the BBC's Woman's Hour, she said: "I don't think it's how anyone anticipates their first six months of marriage, you know, it's a very alien experience. "I mean it has been difficult, I have been frustrated, I have been upset and I have been overwhelmed quite a lot. He [Ercan] stood there really quietly and he looked back and said 'why are you shouting at me when you're meant to love me?' Vicky Pattison "So even without thinking about the deepfake itself, I haven't been a joy to live with quite frankly and I do feel for my husband but he's very supportive." Vicky was referring to her husband supporting her as she faced backlash over her deepfake porn documentary called My Deepfake Sex Tape, which some victims criticised as a 'PR stunt' and 'deeply disrespectful'. The documentary involved her directing actors to simulate a sex scene, then allowing AI to add her face to the footage. FUTURE KIDS 5 Vicky said Ercan has shown 'what a man can be' Credit: instagram She previously opened up to OK! Magazine about her views on having children with Ercan. Vicky shared: 'Everyone thought we'd try for kids quite quickly – so did we! But we're going to enjoy being married, for at least a year. Ercan's taught me an awful lot about what a healthy relationship should look like, what communication can be, what a man can be Vicky Pattison 'I'd love a honeymoon first! A little week in the Caribbean would be lovely. "We're just desperate to sleep in the same bed together. "I sleep with the dogs and he sleeps in the spare room!'
The Irish Sun
4 days ago
- Entertainment
- The Irish Sun
I never knew being loud & angry was toxic until Ercan asked me 1 thing during a row – it changed me, says Vicky Pattison
VICKY Pattison revealed the one poignant question husband Ercan Ramadan asked her during a petty row which changed her forever. The reality star, 37, said on Pete Wicks' Man Made podcast how her clothing brand owner partner, 41, has been helping her unlearn 'toxic' habits. Advertisement 5 Vicky Pattison Credit: Fabulous Magazine 5 Vicky tied the knot with Ercan Ramadan in 2024 Credit: Instagram 5 The reality star, pictured on Geordie Shore, shared how she used to 'shout' and be 'angry' - until Ercan made a comment Credit: MTV She shared: 'I had always saw communication from a very young age, being the child of an alcoholic, communication was loud. 'It's often quite scary but you quickly adapt to that, children do. 'I assumed in a relationship when you loved someone, you shouted basically. 'That's how I communicate, I'm angry, I'm loud and I never thought it was toxic. It was what I assumed you did.' Advertisement More on Vicky Pattison However, former Geordie Shore star Vicky said everything changed when she had a 'little row' with her then-boyfriend six months into their relationship. She continued: 'Honeymoon period's over. He's seeing the real me. 'I'm not pretending I like football and kebabs anymore, I'm giving him the full Vicky Pattison experience which is terrifying. 'I remember we had this little row and I instantly escalated it because that's what I did.' Advertisement Most read in Celebrity Vicky said that the sentence that Ercan said to her made her rethink her behaviour in relationships. She explained: 'He stood there really quietly and he looked back and said 'why are you shouting at me when you're meant to love me?' Vicky Pattison reveals 'difficult' first year of marriage with husband Ercan 'I'm not often speechless and he completely stopped me in my tracks. 'All of my defences, all of my walls, all of my anger, it all just melted away in an instant. Advertisement 'I was like 'I don't know why', because this is what I have always done and this is what men have always done to me and I didn't know there was another way to communicate even when you loved someone, I thought that's what you did.' Vicky and Ercan have been together since 2019, and Speaking of her husband, the TV and radio star said: 'Ercan's taught me an awful lot about what a healthy relationship should look like, what communication can be, what a man can be.' 5 The couple said 'I do' at The Old Marylebone Town Hall in 2024 before an Italian wedding Credit: Splash Advertisement TOUGH YEAR Despite only getting married in August 2024, Vicky has previously opened up about it being a Speaking to the BBC's Woman's Hour, she said: "I don't think it's how anyone anticipates their first six months of marriage , you know, it's a very alien experience. "I mean it has been difficult, I have been frustrated, I have been upset and I have been overwhelmed quite a lot. He [Ercan] stood there really quietly and he looked back and said 'why are you shouting at me when you're meant to love me?' Vicky Pattison "So even without thinking about the deepfake itself, I haven't been a joy to live with quite frankly and I do feel for my husband but he's very supportive." Advertisement Vicky was referring to her husband supporting her as she faced backlash over her deepfake porn documentary called My Deepfake Sex Tape, which some victims criticised as a 'PR stunt' and 'deeply disrespectful'. The documentary involved her directing actors to simulate a sex scene, then allowing AI to add her face to the footage. FUTURE KIDS 5 Vicky said Ercan has shown 'what a man can be' Credit: instagram She previously opened up to Advertisement Vicky shared: 'Everyone thought we'd try for kids quite quickly – so did we! But we're going to enjoy being married, for at least a year. Ercan's taught me an awful lot about what a healthy relationship should look like, what communication can be, what a man can be Vicky Pattison 'I'd love a honeymoon first! A little week in the Caribbean would be lovely. "We're just desperate to sleep in the same bed together. "I sleep with the dogs and he sleeps in the spare room!' Advertisement Vicky Pattison's Career History Geordie Shore (2011-2014): Vicky Pattison first gained public attention as a cast member of the MTV reality series. The show, which premiered in 2011, chronicles the lives of a group of young adults living together in Newcastle upon Tyne. Vicky quickly became one of the standout personalities on the show due to her outspoken nature. She remained a key cast member until her departure in 2014. Ex on the Beach (2014): In 2014, Vicky Pattison joined the first ever season of Ex on the Beach, an MTV reality series that brings together singles and their ex-partners for a dramatic beachside experience. She navigated complicated relationships and explosive confrontations, particularly with her ex-boyfriend, Ricci Guarnaccio, who also appeared on the series. Vicky's time on the show was marked by her outspoken nature and candid approach to resolving past romantic issues. I'm a Me Out of Here! (2015): In 2015, Vicky participated in the fifteenth series of I'm a Celebrity…Get Me Out of Here!, where she emerged as the winner. Her down-to-earth personality and resilience throughout the series won over both viewers and critics, significantly boosting her popularity. Celebrity MasterChef (2019): Vicky showcased a different side of her personality as she competed in the celebrity cooking competition. She made it to the final after demonstrating her culinary skills, and later joked that her family fell out with her because they "think I've been able to cook for years and have just hidden it". Loose Women (2015 - 2019): The celeb made appearances as a guest panelist on the show, but later criticised the production team for encouraging her to 'push' guests to open up on emotional topics when they were on the verge of tears. Vicky ended up in tears on the chat show herself in 2016, when she participated in an experiment about self image. The star could be seen breaking down as she listened back to a video where she listed all the negative comments she makes to herself in her mind. This Morning: Made several guest appearances. In one she spoke about being traumatised by her break up with fiancé John Noble, and in another Vicky delved into a personal documentary she made about alcoholism. Second-Hand Showdown: Vicky currently hosts the fashion show on Channel 4.
Scottish Sun
08-05-2025
- Entertainment
- Scottish Sun
Watch heartbreaking moment chart-topping Brit singer breaks down in tears as he opens up on suffering violent attack
A BRIT singing sensation has opened up about his crippling anxiety after being brutally attacked and left with a broken jaw. The 29-year-old star has admitted he was too frightened to leave his house following the violent life-changing incident. Sign up for the Entertainment newsletter Sign up 6 The star has appeared on Pete Wicks' new podcast Credit: Google 6 Chart-topping Brit singer Tom Grennan has opened up about the attack Credit: Pete Wicks / Youtube Singer Tom Grennan has revealed he was left with mental scars after being the victim of an unprovoked attack. Aged just 17, the star has told Pete Wicks about the horrific ordeal in which he was beaten by three men. Appearing on Pete Wicks' new podcast Man Made, Tom said about the 'random attack': "I got held by three guys, bear hugged, so I couldn't move and just kept getting pounded in my face. "I was there, couldn't move whilst taking the punches and I think that - well, 17, just turning 18 and that flipped life on its head, where it demasculated me, do you know what I mean? Whatever that word is. "I was like, you've completely ripped out every little bit of confidence, every little bit of me, I wasn't me anymore. From that little moment, completely has changed my whole life. "I had to rebuild everything and I think that's obviously where my anxiety came from, the beginning of it." The Little Bit Of Love singer added: "I think understanding of who I was, more than being a man. It was more just like, who am I? What have I got to do now to be better or just be me again?" He told Strictly star Pete: "Mate, I couldn't leave the house. The thoughts, man. I was like if I'm not me, then f**k it." The singer, who suffers from anxiety, said: "I've still got it, mate. If I was sticking it on the geezer or if I was annoying him or if I was being loud and if I was antagonising him, I'd have had a better understanding of because I probably deserved it. "I thought, oh my God everybody loves me, I'm good, life is sweet, and then that happened. Then I thought, my God, everybody hates me. I lost a year of being at home, I was just at home. I lost friends, I became angry. Tom Grennan announces huge Dublin gig as ticket price and sale date revealed "Not understanding why these people have done this to me. I was so angry. I don't know how deep I can go, if this could even be on the podcast, but I remember saying to my mum, I remember going, I'm going to kill myself. "She was like, what? I was like yeah, but I'm going to go kill them first. I remember trying to leave the house and I didn't know where they were and my mum was so scared that I was going to go kill somebody and then kill me. That f***ed my mum up, it f***ed me up, man, it was deep." On using therapy to help him through, the It Can't Be Christmas singer admitted: "I've done it previously and then I've dipped out and then I dip in and dip out, but right now I'm in because I think for me, having an understanding of where these feelings and why my mind goes to the places it goes to. A therapist can't be like, this is why. "I think having a space to be able to talk, this is like a therapy thing for me right now because having a place to talk openly and freely about anything is amazing. "I leave a room, I'm like, okay, now I feel a bit lighter now and I think that's why I'm in it at the moment, because I've got a lot of pressure. "I've got a lot of big life events happening and it's just being able to navigate them so I don't then start fires in my head and in reality, I can easily fall off a cliff and start creating fires." Born in Bedford on June 8, 1995, Grennan first started singing at gigs in London at the age of 18. However, his big break came when featured on Chase and Status' 2016 single All Goes Wrong. His friends encouraged him to pursue a music career after seeing him performing The Kooks at a house party. In his early music years, he was scouted at a Finsbury pub and offered a record deal with Insanity Records. 6 The singer told Pete about his mental scars from the ordeal Credit: Pete Wicks / Youtube 6 Grennan has admitted he was suicidal after the violent incident Credit: Pete Wicks / Youtube 6 The singer has revealed how he copes with his anxiety Credit: Getty
The Irish Sun
08-05-2025
- Entertainment
- The Irish Sun
Watch heartbreaking moment chart-topping Brit singer breaks down in tears as he opens up on suffering violent attack
A BRIT singing sensation has opened up about his crippling anxiety after being brutally attacked and left with a broken jaw. The 29-year-old star has admitted he was too frightened to leave his house following the violent life-changing incident. 6 The star has appeared on Pete Wicks' new podcast Credit: Google 6 Chart-topping Brit singer Tom Grennan has opened up about the attack Credit: Pete Wicks / Youtube Aged just 17, the star has told Pete Wicks about the horrific ordeal in which he was beaten by three men. Appearing on Pete Wicks ' new podcast Man Made, "I was there, couldn't move whilst taking the punches and I think that - well, 17, just turning 18 and that flipped life on its head, where it demasculated me, do you know what I mean? Whatever that word is. Read more "I was like, you've completely ripped out every little bit of confidence, every little bit of me, I wasn't me anymore. From that little moment, completely has changed my whole life. "I had to rebuild everything and I think that's obviously where my anxiety came from, the beginning of it." The He told Most read in Celebrity "I thought, oh my God everybody loves me, I'm good, life is sweet, and then that happened. Then I thought, my God, everybody hates me. I lost a year of being at home, I was just at home. I lost friends, I became angry. Tom Grennan announces huge Dublin gig as ticket price and sale date revealed "Not understanding why these people have done this to me. I was so angry. I don't know how deep I can go, if this could even be on the podcast, but I remember saying to my mum, I remember going, I'm going to kill myself. "She was like, what? I was like yeah, but I'm going to go kill them first. I remember trying to leave the house and I didn't know where they were and my mum was so scared that I was going to go kill somebody and then kill me. That f***ed my mum up, it f***ed me up, man, it was deep." On using therapy to help him through, admitted: "I've done it previously and then I've dipped out and then I dip in and dip out, but right now I'm in because I think for me, having an understanding of where these feelings and why my mind goes to the places it goes to. A therapist can't be like, this is why. "I think having a space to be able to talk, this is like a therapy thing for me right now because having a place to talk openly and freely about anything is amazing. "I leave a room, I'm like, okay, now I feel a bit lighter now and I think that's why I'm in it at the moment, because I've got a lot of pressure. "I've got a lot of big life events happening and it's just being able to navigate them so I don't then start fires in my head and in reality, I can easily fall off a cliff and start creating fires." Born in However, his big break came when featured on His friends encouraged him to pursue a music career after seeing him performing The Kooks at a house party. In his early music years, he was scouted at a Finsbury pub and offered a record deal with Insanity Records. 6 The singer told Pete about his mental scars from the ordeal Credit: Pete Wicks / Youtube 6 Grennan has admitted he was suicidal after the violent incident Credit: Pete Wicks / Youtube 6 The singer has revealed how he copes with his anxiety Credit: Getty 6 The singer said he lost a year of his life following the attack Credit: Getty
Daily Mail
07-05-2025
- Entertainment
- Daily Mail
Tom Grennan reveals struggles with crippling anxiety that left him 'unable to leave the house' and contemplating suicide after he was the victim of a random attack at the age of 17
Tom Grennan has shared his struggles with crippling anxiety after being the victim of a random street attack when he was just 17. The singer, 29, revealed that he became 'too scared to leave the house' after being attacked by three men, leaving him with a broken jaw. Speaking to Pete Wicks on the first episode of his new Man Made podcast, Tom shared how he felt 'demasculated' by his horrific ordeal, and he even contemplated suicide while vowing to seek revenge on the men who attacked him. Explaining that it was a 'random attack,' Tom said: 'Got held by three guys, bear hugged, so I couldn't move and just kept getting pounded in my face. 'I was there, couldn't move whilst taking the punches and I think that - well, 17, just turning 18 and that flipped life on its head, where it [demasculated] me, do you know what I mean? Whatever that word is.' 'I was like, you've completely ripped out every little bit of confidence, every little bit of me, I wasn't me anymore. From that little moment, completely has changed my whole life. 'I had to rebuild everything and I think that's obviously where my anxiety came from, the beginning of it.' Tom went onto add: 'Yeah, I think understanding of who I was, more than being a man. It was more just like, who am I? What have I got to do now to be better or just be me again? As Pete noted it was 'a f*****g scary place to be at 18,' Tom added: 'Mate, I couldn't leave the house. The thoughts, man. I was like if I'm not me, then f*ck it. Noting that he struggles with the mental scars of the attack, Tom said: 'I've still got it, mate. [...] If I was sticking it on the geezer or if I was annoying him or if I was being loud and if I was antagonizing him, I'd have had a better understanding of because I probably deserved it. [...] 'I thought oh my God everybody loves me, I'm good, life is sweet, and then that happened. Then I thought, my God, everybody hates me. I lost a year of being at home, I was just at home. I lost friends, I became angry. 'Not understanding why these people have done this to me. I was so angry. I don't know how deep I can go, if this could even be on the podcast, but I remember saying to my mum, I remember going, I'm going to kill myself. 'She was like, what? I was like yeah, but I'm going to go kill them first. I remember trying to leave the house and I didn't know where they were and my mum was so scared that I was going to go kill somebody and then kill me. That f*cked my mum up, it f*cked me up, man, it was deep.' Tom went onto share how he's sought help through therapy, saying: 'I've done it previously and then I've dipped out and then I dip in and dip out, but right now I'm in because I think for me, having an understanding of where these feelings and why my mind goes to the places it goes to. A therapist can't be like, this is why. 'Exactly and to be fair, I was like that. I was like, can you please f*cking tell me? He's like, mate, we can have a conversation and we can use tools, but really and truthfully, it's a never-ending thing and I'm like, oh my God, this is going to be long. 'I think having a space to be able to talk, this is like a therapy thing for me right now because having a place to talk openly and freely about anything is amazing. 'I leave a room, I'm like, okay, now I feel a bit lighter now and I think that's why I'm in it at the moment, because I've got a lot of pressure. 'I've got a lot of big life events happening and it's just being able to navigate [them] so I don't then start fires in my head and in reality, I can easily fall off a cliff and start creating fires.' In his new podcast, Pete speaks to a range of stars who, whether they like it or not, are modern male role models and he asks them if they are worthy of their status. The show asks stars which traits they are proud of, men who inspired them when growing up versus the men inspiring them now, when have they got 'being a man' all wrong and what rules, advice or motivation do they have for other men. Some of Pete's female friends will also be invited in for a chat to find out what they consider the most important traits in a man, what are the biggest red flags and what do men just need to realise. Meanwhile, Tom also recently opened up about his ADHD diagnosis. Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder (ADHD) is a behavioural condition defined by inattentiveness, hyperactivity and impulsiveness. Speaking on Russell Howard's Wonderbox podcast, which was released on Wednesday, Tom said he has been working with famed producer Justin Tranter, known for collaborating with Ariana Grande and Justin Bieber. About his new album, Tom shared: 'I've been in the US writing my new album and it's been amazing. We've gone deep. 'It's about my struggle with different aspects of my life, whether it's alcohol or drugs. I've opened up about my life, from being a kid to now, family and relationships.' In June, Tom admitted he found himself in a 'sinking hole' as he opened up about his mental health. The hitmaker, who has always been candid about his struggles, told how he began to write music as a way of expressing his feelings. Speaking to broadcaster Roman Kemp for mental health charity YoungMinds, Tom said: 'Something dramatically happened to me where I just found myself in this sinking hole. 'I couldn't get out of bed, I thought the whole world was against me. I thought I wasn't good enough, I never had been somebody who would talk about my feelings, especially to my friends and not to my parents, either. 'So then I started to just write little notes in a notepad and then picked up a guitar.' If you have been affected by this story, you can call the Samaritans on 116 123 or visit
