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Moja Love's Inno Matijane on leaving reality TV, his sexuality and being born again
After five seasons filled with drama, memories and heartfelt moments, reality TV star and musician Inno Matijane (27) announced his departure from the Moja LOVE show, The Way Ngingakhona.
He confirmed he will not return for another season and wants to embrace a fresh start and new beginnings.
'I think it's time for a change,' he says.
Another chapter he has put the lid on is his 'phase' as a 'cross-dressing' gay man.
After devoting himself to the church and being born-again, Inno says he believes he was once living in sin as a previously gay man, and it took accepting Jesus as his saviour to change.
'I thank God for what he did with my life,' he says. 'I've been living as a queer person for so long but still praying to God has changed me.'
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Inno has been highly criticised for the switch in sexuality from being gay to being a devoted Christian, despite explaining himself several times.
'When a woman says she is choosing God over a marriage that no longer brings her peace, people call her strong. When someone walks away from a glamorous life to protect their mental health, the world calls it healing. When people change their entire appearance, their identity, their name, and their truth to feel more aligned with who they are becoming, we say they are brave. We support them. We defend their transformation. But when I say I am choosing God, not with all the answers, not with a label, not with a perfect backstory, just a sincere heart that wants to walk in truth and peace - suddenly I become a joke,' he says.
'Suddenly, I am labelled confused, the same world that applauds everyone else's journey finds mine unacceptable.'
He might be labelled as confused about his reality, but he is willing to go on that journey of self-discovery.
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'Yes, I am confused. But who isn't? Confusion is not failure. Confusion is not weakness. Confusion is part of becoming. It is part of the breaking. It is part of the surrender. It is the wilderness before the promise,' he adds.
'And still I choose God. In the middle of the noise. In the middle of the uncertainty. In the middle of people shouting what they think I should be.'
He says any people are confused at work - changing cities, relationships, and jobs, but do not get judged.
The Lesotho entertainer also shared how he experienced sexual assault, but wishes not to delve deep into that chapter. He said he even deleted the posts detailing proving he is ready to sweep the matter under the carpet.
'I want to move on and start afresh,' he concludes.
