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The Guardian
22-04-2025
- Entertainment
- The Guardian
UK jazz star Emma-Jean Thackray: ‘I had the word weirdo thrust upon me. So I'm reclaiming it'
In her living room in south London, Emma-Jean Thackray triumphantly opens the gatefold sleeve of her new album, Weirdo, to reveal the liner notes inside. It's a dizzying index containing the brass the UK jazz star is known for – trumpet, as well as flugelhorn, trombone and euphonium – along with vocals, guitar, drums, keys, production, mixing and art direction. Her name appears 123 times. 'I thought it was funny, my name listed over and over,' she says. Similarly, in the video for new song Wanna Die, Thackray plays every member of her band, introduced – in a send-up of the infamous Fast Show sketch Jazz Club – by a turtlenecked Gilles Peterson, her label boss. But Wanna Die is about deep depression, and the multiple Thackrays are a serious statement of intent. The album, she says, 'is about survival. If I hadn't made this record, I would not be here.' The West Yorkshire-born bandleader, 36, is often boxed in as 'London-based trumpet player Emma-Jean Thackray,' she says with gentle defiance. 'That annoys the fuck out of me, it feels reductive.' In actuality, she's inspired as much by Madlib as she is Miles Davis; she's a producer and musical polymath who uses the 'jazz language' as a basis for her eclectic multiverse of broken beat, P-funk, spiritual jazz, hip-hop and beyond. Her 2016 debut EP, Walrus, signalled her unique grasp of groove, its rhythms intricately constructed from layers of brass and percussion. By the time she released her debut album Yellow in 2021, she had refined her complex arrangements into a cosmic jazz-funk sound that was ambitious yet jocular – referencing, as Sun Ra did, spiritual transcendence along with astronomy and weed. Yellow won a Jazz FM award and topped the UK jazz chart, and Thackray often gets grouped with the young London jazz explosion of recent years. But despite having studied at Trinity Laban Conservatoire with many of the capital's current players, including Moses Boyd and Nubya Garcia, she's 'always felt like I've been doing something different. I guess it is jazz. I guess I do live in London. I may know them, I may have even played on some stuff with them. But I'm not in the gang. 'Every situation I've been in, I've felt as if I've not fitted in,' she says, including the brass bands she grew up playing cornet with, before she graduated to trumpet in her early teens. 'I'd be like: I've done this arrangement of this 80s pop song that I think would be great to do! And then everyone's like: 'Why would we want to do that? We're a brass band'.' Growing up, 'I was a complete outsider. When I was a child, I didn't know that I was neurodiverse.' She's not spoken about it much until recently, but Thackray is autistic and has ADHD. 'I was constantly confused, thinking that everyone had been given a rulebook that I hadn't been given,' she continues. 'I've had the word 'weirdo' thrust upon me, as an insult. So I've tried to reclaim it now and to be proud; it makes my art different from anyone else's.' Thackray started writing second album Weirdo in 2022 as an exploration of her neurodivergence, and a way of 'embracing difficult mental health' after tour burnout. But its themes took a devastating turn the following year when, she says, 'my life fell apart'. In January 2023, Thackray's partner of 12 years, the musician known as Pie Eye Collective, died suddenly of natural causes. She details the desperate lows she reached with piercing directness on songs like Save Me ('I'm not whole any more / Broken pieces on the floor'), and, more playfully, the George Clinton-channelling Black Hole, featuring the comedian-musician Reggie Watts ('I'm in a black hole of despair / Only the beat can pull me out'). The songs are like a grief diary, she says. 'I felt so lost. I didn't know who I was any more.' Thackray had previously believed 'that there was no life and death'. She's been a student of the east Asian philosophy of Tao since her teens – her 2020 EP Um Yang 음 양 referenced the Taoist concept of duality and harmony and she has Tao symbols tattooed on her thumbs. 'For me, energy is never destroyed, it's only transferred through people; they live on and are always a part of you. And then you're confronted with [loss], and the anger stops the philosophising. I thought: the universe is just this cruel, horrible thing. There's no balance, only pain.' After 'six months of doing nothing except playing Zelda and staring at the wall,' she summoned the strength to sing again, knowing that making music would be the way to 'get back to myself', to find 'renewed trust in the purpose that I always had'. Weirdo was about the shift 'from really not wanting to be here, and then finding my way back to music,' she says. 'I'm not saying I don't have really bad days, or weeks, months, whatever. But throughout it all, there was the want to make music. That's the only way I can feel emotionally regulated.' We head upstairs to her home studio, a compact room with a back wall of records, percussion instruments from around the world, and a figurine of the 90s cartoon character Daria on her desk, with whom she shares round spectacles and dry wit. 'My studio is my safe space,' she says. 'I can shut out all the sensory difficulties, and no one's watching me.' Her neurodiversity is a 'gift and a curse' when it comes to her attention span. 'Either I'm banging my head against the wall, and I'm like, why can't I send this email? And then sometimes I'm in the studio making music and I realise that it's 10pm and I haven't gone for a wee all day.' She credits her neurodiversity for her multi-instrumentalism and voracious stylistic approach. On Weirdo, there's scarcely any trumpet. 'Having had this sort of a death and rebirth, I feel like a completely different person to before,' she says, 'so picking up the trumpet feels slightly alien now.' Instead, she's singing far more and going heavy on guitar, too. The distortion and grunge sonics echo a childhood obsession with Kurt Cobain, her 'special interest for a while before Miles Davis', as well as Radiohead. She comes back to the Parliament-Funkadelic influence of Yellow, too, especially on Black Hole. 'I love the silliness and the joy that comes with the P-Funk universe,' she says. 'It's not like free jazz; it's Black liberation music for the masses.' Her interpretation of that sound as a white musician from Leeds, she says, 'comes from love and celebration. You just have to hold that in you and know that that's where it's coming from. It's never about co-opting or Columbus-ing and saying, 'I invented this'.' Her approach to genre, she says, is more 'like that show The Three Stooges – three guys trying to get through a door frame all at once. That's what my musical brain is like. It's quite telling of someone that has attention difficulties.' Ordinarily that fight for space might sound clumsy or overly fussy, but Thackray has perfected the art of jazz fusion, where the fusion element can be any other sound she likes and the result is totally unique. 'Hopefully people can come to think of the genre as me,' she says. The rebirth is well under way: Thackray has just supported saxophone megastar Kamasi Washington around the UK and Europe, has a new show on Jazz FM and will embark on an in-store tour to launch Weirdo in May. 'It's been easy to write, and now it's going to be difficult to do live,' she says, adding that she trusts her audience to be understanding, and that she hopes that 'people are gonna find their own grief or struggles reflected' in the album. On the cover, Thackray appears in glam makeup in a pink bath – a proper pop-star moment. She'd wondered: 'I'm being so vulnerable in the music. How can I show that visually?' – though her mother 'wasn't best pleased', she says. She 'called me one day and was like: 'Are you actually naked or is it all done on computers?'' With her previous releases, Thackray had 'always felt that I should be anonymous. I wanted people to listen rather than look.' But Weirdo's striking cover art is apt for an album that is 'my story, my life. It's me doing everything. I made exactly what I wanted to make, exactly the way I wanted to make it.' Offsetting the glamour, a sinister toaster teeters on the edge of the tub. But for all its stark imagery and bleak themes, Weirdo is 'about wanting to live'. The closing track, Thank You for the Day, is a classy gospel-soul bop and sublime vocal workout – Thackray's voice at its fullest power – that underscores a feeling of hope. 'That's the message I wanted people to take,' she continues, going back to the vinyl pressing in her hands. 'If you open up the record, I get out of the bath. I was in that dark place, but I made the record. And I'm still here.' Weirdo is released via Brownswood/Polydor on 25 April In the UK and Ireland, Samaritans can be contacted on freephone 116 123, or email jo@ or jo@ In the US, you can call or text the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline on 988, chat on or text HOME to 741741 to connect with a crisis counsellor. In Australia, the crisis support service Lifeline is 13 11 14. Other international helplines can be found at
Yahoo
20-02-2025
- Entertainment
- Yahoo
A.R. Rahman on Bridging History and Modernity With ‘Chhaava' Score and His Broadway-Style Theater Plans in India: ‘If I Don't Have Music, Life Is Mundane for Me' (EXCLUSIVE)
Oscar-winning composer A.R. Rahman ('Slumdog Millionaire') continues to push creative boundaries with his latest score for the historical film 'Chhaava,' while simultaneously spearheading ambitious plans to revolutionize India's musical theater landscape. The globally acclaimed musician, speaking with Variety, reveals how he approached the score for director Laxman Utekar's historical epic following their previous successful collaboration on 'Mimi.' Produced by Dinesh Vijan's Maddock Films, 'Chhaava' is emerging as one of the Indian hits of the year with more than $33 million at the box office so far. More from Variety Vicky Kaushal's First Look as Chhatrapati Sambhaji Maharaj in Indian Historical Epic 'Chhaava' Unveiled (EXCLUSIVE) A.R. Rahman Launches Bharat Maestro Awards for Indian Classical Music (EXCLUSIVE) A.R. Rahman Named as Honorary President of London's Trinity Laban Conservatoire (EXCLUSIVE) 'I worked with Laxman and Maddock previously on 'Mimi,' and it was such a big hit with 'Param Sundari' and all the songs,' Rahman recalls. 'When they came with this movie, I had just finished [Mani Ratnam's] 'Ponniyin Selvan' 1 and 2, another historical. But they said, 'No, no, this is a completely different take on it. We want a very global sound to this story.'' The composer describes 'Chhaava' as inherently music-driven, though his approach was deliberately subtle. 'When people come out, they just feel the movie. They don't say how great the music is, they say, 'What a great movie, what a great performance.' That's what music should do. It should enhance in a subliminal way where everything is heightened — the action and the characters.' 'Chhaava' is headlined by Bollywood star Vicky Kaushal as the legendary Maratha warrior king Chhatrapati Sambhaji Maharaj. Rahman says his creative process began with crafting the protagonist's theme. 'The first thing he [Utekar] wanted was a theme for 'Chhaava,' when his glory has been emphasized,' he says. 'I tried a couple of themes, and he really loved the one we have. He was so excited, saying 'this is enough for me, I'll go and shoot this.'' The score also features 'Jaane Tu,' an emotionally resonant ballad that serves multiple narrative functions. 'The ballad was probably one of the first tunes which came. We went all around trying different ideas and then ultimately came back to this tune,' Rahman explains. The song found deeper purpose in the film's climax. 'It becomes like the voice of his wife coming back — their spiritual relationship, almost like telepathy, how she thinks what he thinks at the most challenging moment of life.' The composer's approach to the historical genre required careful balance. 'It was basically not to repeat any of the ideas I've done before, but to give the visual and the story a contemporary kind of feel where today's audience can enjoy it, at the same time not going out of the box too much.' The 'Chhaava' soundtrack is on Sony Music India, with whom Rahman has had a long relationship dating back to 1997 studio album 'Vande Mataram,' which remains the label's largest-selling Indian non-film album. 'I started with Sony, and Sony started with me. I was doing a very Indian album, and then suddenly it got picked up for an international release. I didn't even know how huge it was,' Rahman says. The success of the album and its videos ensured that Rahman was recognized on the streets of Paris and London, he says. Beyond 'Chhaava,' Rahman is pioneering ambitious initiatives to develop India's musical theater infrastructure. In collaboration with VGP Group, he's working on a 3,000-seat theater in Chennai, with additional projects in development with the Tamil Nadu government. His educational initiatives include introducing a musical theater curriculum with faculty from Broadway at his KM Music Conservatory, where they are developing an amateur theater production of Andrew Lloyd Webber's 'School of Rock.' Rahman and Webber famously collaborated on 'Bombay Dreams,' which opened at London's West End in 2002 and transferred to Broadway in 2004. The composer also teamed with eminent director Shekhar Kapur to create Expo 2020 Dubai commission 'Why? The Musical.' 'We need to build something monumental, not just like a shell,' Rahman says. 'Every theater in the world, they have such pride. It's like a monument. In Baku, Zaha Hadid designed the Heydar Aliyev Center and [also] take the Sydney Opera House,' Rahman adds. 'For India, everything is Taj Mahal. It's high time we concentrate on art centers which could become the monuments of the future and display beauty.' He emphasizes the importance of harnessing India's architectural and design talent that often find outlets abroad. 'We have such great minds, architectural minds, design minds, but they're all working for people abroad, like Apple and Intel and Microsoft. I think we just need to bring those minds here and start that magic here. That's what I'm trying to do, with the help of great designers, AI and everything, designing monumental structures, for the future of India. Other than music, this is my passion.' Currently, Rahman's plate is full with diverse projects, including Mani Ratnam's 'Thug Life,' Ram Charan's 'Peddi' and Anand L. Rai's project 'Tere Ishk Mein.' He's also scoring for UAE director Naila Al Khaja's 'Baab' and developing 'Secret Mountain,' a meta band project that excites him with its expanding possibilities. Reflecting on how streaming platforms have transformed music discovery, Rahman maintains his characteristic optimism. 'I sometimes come across new artists. Some of the Spotify playlists are wonderful,' Rahman says, mentioning his discovery of Indian origin singer Abhilasha Sinha from New York, who eventually sang a song for him for the 'Mili' soundtrack. 'It's giving a voice to all this new parallel industry of music, which is very good, because music should not be tied down to only cinema,' he continues. 'Instead of trying to be an Adele or a Taylor Swift, I think they try to be themselves and they pop out in that. That's the renaissance I'm looking at. I think it is happening slowly. They're discovering a new sound, having confidence to lean in, [rather] than trying to make a cover song of Western artists.' The composer's enduring creative drive stems from his view of artists as society's mirrors. 'Artists actually reflect the void, and they try to fill up the void,' Rahman muses. 'The void is sometimes art, beauty, poetry or a vibe, which will transcend people from the mundane lives… If I don't have music, life is mundane for me.' He remains excited about the creative possibilities offered by new technologies: 'The tools are immense now, the tools are amazing. Everybody's empowered with something. If they still sit around doing nothing, it's their fault… You're empowered completely. Nothing should stop people from creating.' Best of Variety New Movies Out Now in Theaters: What to See This Week Grammy Predictions, From Beyoncé to Kendrick Lamar: Who Will Win? Who Should Win? What's Coming to Netflix in February 2025
