Gabby Logan admits ‘it all came crashing down' after family heartbreak
Gabby Logan admits 'it all came crashing down' after family heartbreak
Gabby Logan, who's hosting BBC's coverage of the London Marathon, has spoken deeply about the emotions she felt in the months following the death of her younger brother
Gabby Logan
TV host Gabby Logan has spoken about the impact the loss of her brother had on her life.
The former rhythmic gymnast just 19 when her younger brother, 15-year-old Daniel, died. She told the ainslie + ainslie Performance People podcast that she was trying to run from her grief rather than face it and eventually reached a breaking point.
Gabby, 52, said that she eventually sought medical help and was prescribed sleeping pills before her father, former professional footballer Terry Yorath, warned her against them.
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She recounted: 'I was running around running from my grief probably and then by the end of my first year at university, so just around the time of his first anniversary I had some first year exams and it all kind of came crashing down.
'I'd stopped sleeping properly. I felt very wobbly, I just kind of lost my balance and I went to see a doctor and he gave me some sleeping tablets and I thought 'That's not what I need'.
'Even I knew that's not the answer to what was going on, it was much deeper than that, it was the plaster and my dad had had a lot of problems with sleeping tablets. He said 'Don't take those, that's not a good route'.'
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Gabby added that at that moment she realised she needed counselling and wanted to do so in a situation that wouldn't put any extra pressure on her parents who were also grieving the loss of their son.
Despite her massive loss, Gabby was able to forge a successful a career first in athletics and then in broadcasting. It is the latter career that she has begun to speak more about and how it felt to present some of the nation's biggest shows.
Speaking on her own Mid Point Podcast with BBC Radio 5 Live's Rick Edwards, she talked about the toll reporting on sad news can have on people.
She said: 'I remember the last time I filled in on 5 Live Breakfast, I remember coming away and feeling really sad, that day some terrible things had happened (on the news). I rang Kenny and said 'I don't know how people do this every day' because you do take on a lot in those three hours.'
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In return, Rick shared his own experiences about reporting on breaking news stories that not only break the world, but break the hearts of the journalists who report on them.
He remembered: 'When I first started (on Radio 5 Live) I don't think I realised that I was taking stuff on. But I did when Russia invaded Ukraine.
'After a few weeks of that, it was obviously horrendous and I just had a sort of moment where I was like I feel really sort of really, really down and I couldn't quite figure out why and then it just sort of clicked. Well, it's that, it's quite relentlessly bleak.'
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Gabby will be back on our screens today to host the BBC's coverage of the London Marathon.
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