Perrie Edwards shares heartache of 'worst day' of her life
The Little Mix singer has revealed for the first time she had two miscarriages, the most recent at 24 weeks
Perrie Edwards has spoken candidly about some of the most difficult moments in her life
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Perrie Edwards has spoken candidly about some of the most difficult moments in her life, including two miscarriages she has had, describing the most recent at 24 weeks as the "worst day of my life.' Appearing on the We Need To Talk podcast speaking to Paul Brunson, the singer reflected on her journey through childhood illness, anxiety, relationships and how these experiences have shaped her both as a person and as an artist.
The 31-year-old explained that she and fiancé Alex Oxlade-Chamberlain discovered complications at a 22-week scan, later losing the pregnancy two weeks on. Explaining what had happened, she said: 'Axel's a rainbow baby. So I had a miscarriage very early on with my first ever pregnancy, and it was so early.
'I remember finding out I was pregnant. Obviously, I started bleeding not long after, and I went to the hospital and I had the scan and they were like, 'There's no baby.'"
She continued: "And then when I had Axel, when I was pregnant with him, like, I loved being pregnant, it was one of the happiest times of my life. Like, I just love carrying babies. And it was lovely. For the latest TV and showbiz gossip sign up to our newsletter
'But I was a bit on edge thinking, oh, gosh, like, I want to get past the 12 weeks. I want to get past this. And when I get past every scan and that pregnancy was complete bliss, it was perfect.
"And then we fell pregnant again after. So maybe a year and probably not even. Actually, yeah. Not even a year, because Axel wasn't even walking yet and we were pregnant."
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"And I remember thinking, right, I found out when I was rehearsing for the Little Mix tour, the last Little Mix tour, I was at rehearsals and I thought, oh, I don't feel good. Every, every symptom under the sun. I was like, I think I'm pregnant."
Perrie went on: "And then we went for what was a 20-week scan, but we were actually 22 weeks, and that was just the worst day of my life. Like horrendous.
'And I just knew something was wrong in the scan, and he just kept going over the same thing, over the same thing... I've never experienced an out-of-body experience where everything goes in slow motion.
"So then I remember sobbing. He [Alex] was injured at the time and he couldn't really drive. He was struggling to drive, but I couldn't see straight.
'I was just distraught. And yeah, we basically lost the baby at like 24 weeks.'
Perrie also discussed her childhood health challenges, as well as her battles with anxiety and agoraphobia, which at times made leaving the house difficult, and reflected on the lessons of past relationships, saying that she once normalised toxic behaviour, but has since learned what safe and supportive love looks like with Alex.
The former X Factor star said: 'He's very mature. He's very laid back. He's very level-headed. He's not the type to get mad or get angry or get funny about things."
Where you can find help and support
Tommy's online and on 020 7398 3400.
Sands online 0808 164 3332.
The Miscarriage Association online and on 01924 200799.
Fertility Network online and on 0121 323 505.
Morgan's Wings offer text support, group support and have built a supportive community through social media on Facebook, Instagram and Twitter
Looking back at her Little Mix years, Perrie shared that the group were often underestimated but worked hard to prove themselves, noting: 'We were always the underdogs.
'Like from the very beginning, it was like, 'You won't do very well. Bands don't do that well and it won't last', and all this stuff, and I think that's what gave us the fire in our bellies to want to work so much and so hard to prove everybody wrong."
Now focusing on her solo music, she says her priorities have shifted and she no longer measures success by chart positions, noting: " I'm in a place with my album that if I release it tomorrow [...] and one person loves it and they think it's the best album ever, I'm happy I'm done, I'm sold. Like, that's good for me."
Perrie Edwards's new single, If He Wanted To He Would, is scheduled for release in just a few days, on Friday, August 22.
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