Dame Barbara Windsor's widower Scott Mitchell admits he 'still wakes up in panic' worrying about the late star
Barbara, known for her portrayal of Peggy Mitchell in the BBC soap opera EastEnders, died from Alzheimer's Disease in 2020 at the age of 83.
Scott, 62, who became Barbara's carer in 2014 when she fell ill with the disease, said he would always be 'constantly alert' during the night in case she had a fall.
And years after her death, Scott has admitted he still struggles to sleep throughout the night.
He told The Mirror: 'I've never recovered from my sleep from when I was caring for Barbara. I'll fall asleep at 11 but I can be waking up through the night.
'I was so aware of when she used to get up in the night because she used to have falls in the night. So I never really used to sleep. I used to constantly be alert.'
He added: 'There are times when I wake up and I panic because I think, is she OK? Like I used to. I have to talk to myself and say, "it's OK. She's at peace". It's a lot less than it used to be now.'
Scott and his new partner Tanya Franks previously spoke about their romance on Lorraine.
In the wake of the loss of his wife, Scott detailed how his 'incredible friendship' with Tanya, 57, became a romance.
Speaking to hosts Cat Deeley and Ben Shephard, he said: 'We forged an incredible friendship over the four years and something wonderful blossomed out of it...
'The exact opposite of what dementia is. I'm very fortunate that I have a partner that doesn't mind me speaking about my late wife.'
Scott and Tanya forged a close friendship over the years as they worked together to raise awareness about Alzheimer's with 'Bab's Army'.
Alzheimer's is close to Tanya's heart with her running in the London Marathon as part of Bab's Army for her step-father Derek.
Tanya, who knew EastEnders star Barbara and played drug addict prostitute Rainie Cross on the soap, admitted she can do 'nothing but support' Scott discussing Barbara's battle and his work in caring for the TV icon.
Tanya played crack cocaine addict as Rainie Cross on the BBC soap where her storyline followed her and Barbara's on-screen son Phil Mitchell
Tanya said: 'I can do nothing but support him in talking about it. You often feel alone in it when you are caring for someone with Alzheimer's...
'The communication allowed the support system to grow. Barbara is as much about the legacy of Alzheimer's as it is me going through it with my step father. It is hundreds of thousands that we've raised from doing the three marathons.'
Scott echoed: 'If for next year's marathon someone would like to give a million pounds, a big company or sponsor, I will do another marathon and shave my hair off as well, and that is the big one, shaving my hair off.'
'I don't want people to go through the latter stages of what I went through with Barbara.'
He said: 'She's a wonderful lady who knew Barbara. It can't be easy to be with someone who was the other half of Barbara Windsor, especially the fact that I still put myself out there and talk about her.
'So, it says to me the type of person that Tanya is, that she can deal with that. She's very sure of herself as a person. Just because you're not with someone for whatever reason, it doesn't mean to say that you just switch off some valve of love.'
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